one day you're here...the next you're gone...thats how short one's life is...

just received news that one cousin of mine had passed on...due to several illnesses he had which was kept unknown to us...water retention in the lungs,tuberculosis and heart attack...cause of death was heart attack...so i heard from my mom...

the last time i saw him was the previous chinese new year at my aunt's place...slightly more than a year and he's already passed on...how unpredictable life is...only till now then i know the reason why we didn't see him this new year...

due to his illness, he didn't wanted the big family to see him in that state...all skin and bone...and ill...sigh...friday would be the funeral i think...and i would like to go...to pay my last respect to him at least...somehow there's this sense of respect for him in me...a respect i don't normally give to people...

a respect that only people who truly deserves it deserves it and i know he deserves it...i can't say much more for i really don't know what to say about this but...yea...i really want to pay my cousin the last respect before the funeral...