no i'm not feeling ok or happy now...there's just no mood for anything...what made it worse was when i left my wallet at home while on my way to work...it's like i took my mp3 player,my head phones,my keys,my hair ties,my hand phone,chris' thumb drive,tissue and my handy bottle...and yet i fcuking forgot about about my wallet...omg man...

so i was walking to the bus stop which was a 10 minutes walk away while blasting my mp3 player...then i kept fiddling with my jeans cause it just didn't feel right somewhere somehow...kept adjusting the point where my jeans touches the shoe...then i was like 1 minute away from the bus stop and i thought through all the things i got...

and fcuk...i realised that i had forgotten about the fcuking wallet!!!first word that came out really...was "fcuk"...the next thing i knew,i was calling alvin to inform him that i would be late...then i chiong all the way back home just to retrieve the fcuking wallet...a serious waste of my time...called home to confirm that the wallet was on the table then i rushed back up to get it...

went back down in 5 minutes after cooling off a little...was perspiring like some dog...then i decided to take a cab down...cause i really didn't want to walk all the way back to the freaking bus stop anymore...burnt my last 7 bucks on the cab fare cause it was peak hour and fcuk man...they charge extra 2 freaking bucks for the freaking peak hour...then since i had no money left on me,had to loan 10 bucks from the tips box to cab home...fcuk sia...lousy day,..

better go withdraw some cash tomorrow...if not i'd be a freaking broke shit who can't do any transaction that involves personal cash...pui...i'm using more of that fcuking word than i used to...i'm really not ok...

3 out of 4 papers pass..whoohooo...tomorrow's gona be disastrous cause i know for sure i'm to fail my last paper..lol...knew it from the moment i sat in the examination room..haha...so just have to see how badly i did for the paper tomorrow ba..

on another note...been 3 days since second term started...and well,things seems to be going well for a start...the only sina thing would be next week i'll ba having 2 evening sessions for p.t training...to so called "prepare" us for the up coming napfa test in 2 weeks time...bleh...i'm sure to get nil so i'll jsut go for the participation...after the napfa will be starting my own training i guess...

don't wana suffer big time in NS..maybe just build up my running and do some weight lifting since i had never been able to train up my arms...haven't the slightest clue why i couldn't train up the biceps...did some weight lifting before and in like 1 week,the biceps when back to normal...can't seem to keep them in shape...oh well...bleh...

ok...i'm feeling bored now...nothing to do...nothing to watch...and i'll have to sleep early...gona be out he whole day tomorrow...school till late afternoon and work at night...

ear piercing...hmmm...sounds like a good idea once more..lol...should i or should i not?i know i want it...hmmm...the only problem is will my mom freak out?100% yes..haha...so i'll still have to see first...

if can,i'd want to get two...one on the ear lope,and the other on the top of the ear..where the soft bone is...dying to get them...but what will i tell my mom if i were to pierce my ear without telling her before hand?...no idea...

but i bet some people will be stunned by it...lol..but it's my choice..yup..oh well...maybe i'll get one first...then we'll see how..

in order to rid the world of the trashes...we have to dig...dig a hole...a hole that is so huge...so huge such that no matter how...we dig and dig and dig and dig...it's just not deep enough...not deep enough to bury all the trashes of this world...us...human...

the seven of us shall dig...till we can rid the word of it's trashes...male...female...children...elderly...including ourselves...it's all for the good cause...to return the world back to it's original cleanliness...we must continue digging...

the blood stained hands of human...filth...the dirty thoughts of human...filth...humanity itself...filth...the portal must be open...to rid the world of it's evil...evil itself must be release into the world...2 days...and the portal will open...2 more days...the world will be filled monsters from the nether world...monsters to rid the trashes of the face of the world...2 days... ... ...2... ... ...days... ... ...

ps:nothing's gona really happen...it's all fake

forget it...just forget it...don't wana care anymore...cause it doesn't matter in the first place...all that matters to me...just turn into a pile of shit...within seconds...so just let it be...

like i've mentioned before..."things which are done cannot be undone to undo the harm that is done"...whatever had been done is done...there's nothing that can be done anymore...i'll just look it in the face and laugh..

since you shut me off in the first place...fine...i don't really care anymore...since no matter what i tried,it just pisses you even more...then forget it...what i've seen in a show:"if a book is flipping it's pages too fast for my comfort...just close that book and throw it away..."and that's what i'm gona do from today on...

all those thoughts and feelings will be crushed into a ball...and thrown far far away into darkness...where nothing ever returns from...case 1,been there done it...case 2,a repeat of case 1....so just fcuk them shall we?let's send this incident to darkness..never to be spoken of again..

finally...one day of rest for me :D after working consecutive...it's quite tiring...especially when you go back home around 12am and sleep around 2am...and all the pastas that you will eat...oh man...i'm getting freakingly fatter...dinner at like 9pm which is so later till my stomach doesn't digest the food...and the pastas just ass on to the extra load...bleh...

gona be slacking my butt off today...since it's the only day where i'm free for the week...coming week would be tiring...working almost everyday and long hours too...but hey...it's work...yup..anyway...had been a great morning though it was raining...the weather was cooling and :D i will not talk about other things..it's for me to know and for you to find out.

oh well..gona go slack my butt off liao...

nasty skin problem came back...got worse after the wedding dinner when i drank alcohol...oh well...then after that was all the washing and detergent whcih my hands spent mostly on...

cant really see the difference in them but trust me...it's kinda nasty when you see the real thing...my hands that is...the cracks run along the finger tips which went deep to the flesh...and the feeling of raw wounds on the finer tips...totally nasty...

only comfort is that it's not at it's worst and i still can cope with the weird feelings on the finger tips...good thing only 4 out of 10 had the worst cracks..the rest is'nt all that bad yet...not to mention my feets too..the skins are peeling like mad everytime i'm done with my bath...si had to peel the skin off myself since they just doesn't want to come off by themselves..eww..

shag now...my eyes are like twitching like mad nad trying to force shut themselves...zzz...gg

finally managed to get my posting done...bloody blogger didn't allow me to do posting yesterday...bleh...

finally everyone's back from the camp :D yayness...at least the coming weeks wouldn't be so boring :D haha...hope that finally after about 1 month plus this coming saturday we will be able to play soccer...so miss the saturday soccer.

on another note...still couldn't find the soft toy speaker thingy...bleh...it's been like 2 weeks?omg...so gona be dead...

seriously...what is worse than having a piece of shit blocking the entrance of the bus you are trying to board?

shit...it's having 2 pieces of shits blocking the entrance...

i mean...what the f...so what if you know the bus driver?so what if he's your uncle?or even your dad?don't freaking block the entrance when people are trying to get on the bloody bus can you?oh wait...you can't...cos you're just a freaking piece of shit...i'm sorry if it offends you but ya...that's what i think of you people...shits...

and now i just realised...people always joke about the red color self-destruct button and communicating with infra-red at night and stuff...and i just figured one out...the white power on the forehead is for them to see each other in the dark..lolso no smiling is needed which could have been a fatal move by exposing their whereabouts...

3th test was relatively ok...4th was a total flop...didn't even bother studying cos i had no idea what the hell i was studying...besides...it's alvin's wedding in the evening...so off i go,for the test...

1 hour into the test and i was the second person to walk out...power...left at least half the paper blank or scribbled some rubbish onto the paper...the rest was pure crap...literally...300% confirm plus guarantee plus chop when school reopens,i'll be down for the retest...

over all,my common test went quite smoothly i guess...3 out of 4 passes...not too bad...well...that's poly life...you've got to fail at least one test or another..oh well..

CONGRATZ TO ALVIN!HUAT AH!!

second test was also quite ok...lost about 20 marks though...tomorrow's gona be one of the worse followed by friday's paper...rrr

test was quite ok i guess...did the tutorial 2 and 4 and found that i could answer most of the questions from the test...except for the theory pat...i think i'll pass the paper...coming up next will be 6CA on wednesday...

today-not so good day...

breakfast in the morning,service follows after...and its work till 5pm...and home sweet home...

boring day...

interesting day...let's talk about friday

reached the bus stop near my home...and the bus came in less than 5 minutes...perfect...
reached the bus interchange...and the bus was ready for me to board...perfect...
reached the bus stop near my school...and the bus came in less than 5 minutes...perfect...

had a fun day of school with the lecturers crapping all the time...perfect...

reached my school bus stop...and the bus came in less than 5 minutes...perfect...
reached the bus stop near my school...and the bus came in less than 5 minutes...perfect...
reached the bus interchagne...and the bus was ready for me to board...perfect...

home sweet home...perfect...

long walk to the swimming complex bus stop...and i miss the bus...perfect...but wait...
in less than 10 minutes...an empty bus came...perfect...and i was early for work...double perfect...

nice friday isn't it?perfect...