Todae was a fruitful dae i would sae...had so much fun since dono when tho we only visited 3 places...haha...first was John's place...man,his place is quite big i tell u...we went there for lunch..haha...mee siam and prata...John,ur mom's cooking is superb...haha...den we played Pay Day...haha...Judy,me,Joe.p,Ester Goh,LaLa and Trevor...six of us...haha...had lots of laughter cos we were all like paying each others money and sucking money like loan sharks...haha...-John Teh,sorry ah...broke ur chair...haha-

after tat,we went to Ah Leong's place...haha...played Monopoly...i was e banker,Kai Ling was my assistant,den Judy,Alicia,John,Tim Han.LaLa and Ester Goh played...haha...den John and Alicia Owed ppl money like siao.e game ended wif John declaring bankcrupt...haha...all e assets he bought were mainly of no use...cos everyone juz juz kept throwing double when they are near his properties...haha...den they all siam from paying him money...lol...

den,we went to amk ave-4 Macs to eat...den went to Judy's place...haha...first thing when we reached there was table soccer and mah jong...haha...table soccer-me and Kai Ling partner...but we lost all e games cos i was trying fancy by scoring from goal line...den kept own goaling:P...haha...den i want down to see e Judy,LaLa,Ah Leong and Alicia play mah jong...tho Dennie was more of like playing for Alicia...haha...den we opened a second table and played,me, Kai Ling,Ben Sng,John,Tim and Hui Ting...we took turns to play...haha...den Tim and John were learning how to play...so e game went quite slowly...haha...didnt get to play tai...cos John and Tim had no idea wat was tat...lol...den we played till abt 10...i won e last round...haha...and a few others too...Hui Ting was e pro around...den she have to coach Tim..hehe...damn funny...the couple...

after we cleared e table,me and Kai Ling left first...den e rest stayed on for awhile more...cos Judy and gang still playing...haha...reached back abt 1030 to 1040...bathed den came out to post this...tml have lesson lor...sian...don feel like going...Alicia so shong...no school till next week...haiz...cos her teacher is in charge of open house...urgh...den i have to be stucked in school for lesson...sian ah...no choice...but tml i may skip e first lesson...cos iwant to sleep:P see how la...i gona sleep liao...

today's second day of chinese new year...went around alot these two daes...but...so little ang pao...sian...total didnt even hit 200...so much lesser den last year...haiz...looks like my e760 have to wait...

hope tml's gona be fun...gona go visiting wif my cell.tho its only three places...its more of like a gathering to me...hehe...hope to have lotsa fun wif them..(:yay...not sure who's going tho...only a rough idea...haha...

erm...still sad tho...cos its only a matter of time...as e daes pass me by...it'll only get nearer and nearer...making me sad...haiz...really need to plan out everything b4 its too late...

Happy Lunar New Year To All!

todae is e eve of chinese ynew year...haha...fast izzint it?tml will be e first dae...ang pao's gona flood in liao...yay...gona be rich enough to get my new phone soon i hope...hehe.

later gona have reunion dinner wif my family and maybe uncle chee seng and aunty mei chin.wat are we having?steam boat...wahahahahha...so shiok...gona drown myself food later...haha...feeling quite happy todae...cos i slept for abt 12hrs from abt 1240am till 1240pm juz now...hadn't had such a good nite's sleep since my last term of e year started...ya...somemore last nite was so cooling to sleep...my bed felt super comfortable.wa...don wan to get up...haha

later steamboat gona have lots of food again...juz peeped into e fridge...wa...so many containers of food...meat,fish,all e steamboat items...mouth watering liao...haha...but have to wait for my sis to return from work first...todae cold storage close at 6...so my sis will be back abt 7 i guess...den can makan!!!!!!

my mom's arranginf flowers at e moment...she bought quite alot in fact,surpose to make only one basket of flowers,den when she finish,made e second one cos there's still alot of flowers left...den after e second one is done...wa...still have like one big pail of pink roses and other flowers left...so currently she's making a small basket incase uncle chee seng and aunty mei chin comes...den can give to them...quite nice tho,e flowers...here's two for example:

Alright!e third one is completed...wahahaha...e third one's e nicest!haha...oh well....ciaaooo ppl.

Feeling bored now...nothing to do,nothing to watch,nothing to play,nothing to listen to...no one to talk to...one of those quiet nites where i think back of the past...haiz....wat has to be,has to be...i cant change e fact...and the fact is tat i'm gona miss her soon...

juz when e ice is already melting till e last bit...a moutain of ice have to rise up between me and her...a moutain so high i cant look over to her side...so high its freezing up every single hope tats shining tru e thick clouds...

man...this sucks...why does it always have to happen to me?muz find a chance to tell her everything...think tats e only way...for e moutain to melt so tat i can get to see her once again...

todae,went to school early to play vapirism b4 the eeps pratical test...damn fun...haha...tho we kept losing...cos e vampire kept finding our base b4 we even complete our defence...den at abt 11plus 12,we studied our eeps paper that we did last week...6 questions...cos our test is one of the 6 question...den,me n boon redo question 2,3,5 and 6...den when we went for e test,den e teacher gave us e paper we did and sae:3 paper each take one n choose 1 out of e 2 in there...den me took e one wif qns 5 and 6 and boon took e qn 3 n 4 one(i did qn 5 n boon did qn3)...so shiok...i went in b4 e first shift ended,den i finish my paper in like abt 15 min...even b4 some of e first shift ppl...wahahahahahahha...

den boon liang(not boon) who's in e first shift,doing e same qn as me ask for help...so i help lor...den e eeps teacher sae to boon liang tat he wont get marks for those i help one...so i siam la...den e teacher chase me out of e room,den he steped on my slipper den he look down and said:wearing slippers huh...i pinalise 5 marks...wth?20/20 became 15/20 bcos of my slippers...shit lor...

den i was damn pissed liao...den shadow,tat ****er still laugh...now i'm gona totally ignore tat shiter....after i left,went to e previous term eeps room to look for e other teacher to get back our pcb borad projects for e whole class...den i returned to some of those who met back to play game...den i brought e rest home liao...tml have to bring back to give out...0_0'''

den we played dota and once again,using centaur, i thrashed boon,warshit and leonfisn together wif wt and vs spirit...haha...damn fun...den we play vampirism till 430...cos we were surpose to go for some briefing for open house next weekbut half way tru e game, e eeps teacher came by,den my friends helped me crap some excuse to e teacher den he give me back my 5 marks...yay

den at 430,we went into e briefing room,den saw wat we were surpose to do for e open house...curcuit board...wa...sian...so i caboh...haha...went straight home...haha...
erm...now quite sian...cos my bro and sis not at home...so not much to do...good thing my lil sis is online...can talk to her...haha...

phew...juz came back from school...been there from 9am till 730pm...had my maths retest...tho it still suck i tell u...watever i revised from e original paper was all totally off e retest paper man...all e questions tat came out was like never see b4 one...den they still dare to sae tat retest is to help us pass...crap...pure crap...

but todae was nevertheless a fun dae...haha...played vampirism(warcraft map) wif my classmates and thrashed them totally...i was e vampire and i took down their defences and turned them all into my little slaves...haha...:P AHKU RULES!!!haha...

erm...now quite tired...den tml gona go school early to study for another test tml...den have to go collect my eeps mini project again...for e whole class...shit lor...e stupid teacher called me again to go collect...wth...den my classmates sae she miss me...**** them man...haha...

den i was waiting for my friends to suan me abt my hair...they did...only tat i didnt realized they were much worce den my bro...my bro called me brownie...tat was bad...den my classmates called me blondnie...and chio bu...tats like wat e hell...arg....monster....

but nevermind,cos i still look like me...haha...juz tat e color changed only...haha...

juz came back from my uncle's place..hehe...had dinner there wif my uncle and aunty and my cousins...al not to forget my two nieces,anna and deborah,and my nephew,joel...they are juz so cute...hehe...drank heniken juz now...my uncle 'forced' me to take e can...haha...den i realised that canned beer taste more bitter den bottled beer...oh well...

had fun at my uncle's place,except for e constant disturbing me of my hair...y?cos i dyed my hair brown...surpose to leave e dye on for abt 15 to 20 min...den i was playing WC3 wif my bro and friends online...den i left e dye on for 40 min...den my hair now like copper light brown...



nice rite?haha...golden hair monkey man...now my friends sure suan me till siao one lor...haha...nvm...e worse thing is,i dye my hair to cover my white hair...den e only problem is that e color came out abit wrong den it didn't even cover my white hair...er...super spoil rite?

wat can i do?not much...haha...nvm lor...leave it as it is...todae hockey was damn fun...tho so many ppl pon todae's lesson...only 12 of us were around...6 guys 6 gals...match was fun tho...saved alot of shots...but...kana one power shot from leonfish...den i cant block it...cos he wack so hard i cant see e hockey ball flying...super powerful shot tat was...

but over all...todae was quite enjoyable...CATS lesson was damn funny...did our presentation on a rubbish hanger my friend made from water hose tubes and bouble tea straw...haha...looks damn retarded i tell u...but our teacher sae its ok...so we hack care it liao...at least one chapter is now over for me...haha...

tats basically my dae for todae...spent alot of time on buying things for new yr while travelling.yup...tats all

think i juz spoit my printer last nite...was trying to print my IS module files when i pressed something wrong...den...pop....e printer cannot suck up e paper liao...den my bro made noise at me den sae todae try again...

so i juz tried it for like 5 to 6 times...still e same...matii...sure to die liao...left a note for my bro see if he can do anything abt it...now i'm damn derperate liao....have to ask my friend help me pritn...e thing is,he juz woke up and i'm leaving already...going to meet him later....so i'm actually rushing him to get out of his home soon....gona meet him at abt 645...which left me some time to post this...

jia lak...if e printer really gone case den i die liao...tho we still have an extra one...cos this is a 3 in 1 printer...den now cant even detect any paper on it....shit man...hope that its like wat my bro said...that e pully system thingy hang...den have to off the printer den on again after a few hours...but it had rested for like 4 to 5 hours liao...so i think most likely its a goner...me too...i'm also a goner liao...

i noe...but i juz cant help it...cant learn to let go...tho i posted b4 tat i'm letting it go...todae...it seemed to juz slam straight back at me...feeling quite lausy and low...haiz...juz thinking abt it...makes me feel really low...

actually been thinking abt it since i let it go...mayb i really don like her...but its juz a moment of spurs when we were interacting tat i thought i like her...come to think of tat...the other her...seem tat i really like her...and tat e post abt the confirmation was totally crap...cos i came to noe recently something abt the other her which impacted me...tats y i'm thinking over the whole issue all over again...sad...rite now...i'm really lost in outer space...

so lost i'm trying to get back into earth...drifting far too deep into space...haiz...oh Lord...will u show me a way?a way out where it will benefit everyone...not juz me...but all for e best for all party...even if it mean i cant be wif either...i juz hope tat we will all be happy for wat God has planned for us...tho i'm feeling sad abt it...there's really nothing i can do abt it...cos its all for her sake...and i believe tat God had planned for all this to happen...

tat i can reflect on wat had been going on for the past few years...all the wrong i had done,all e rite i had done...my life...hasn't been really glorifying God...its really time for me to change...this time...i'm going to change for good...tats the only way tat God can work tru me...but i noe tat S.A TAN will try to stop me...i really need to pray for the change to take place...

back to my main point...somehow,i realized i'm not really ready for a relationship...but i do noe now,tat i really like e gal since 3 to 4 yrs ago...and tat i'll do my best in commmitment if there's any chance we'll be together...think i'll have to wait for her....maybe by then,i'll be ready and changed...do pray for me ya?

and please don tag my board abt this issue...and don talk to me abt it...weather in msn,sms,face to face or any form of communcation...juz note tat this is how i feel...really appreciate it...thanks ppl...

wow...tats so fast man...recieved my pay yesterdae:$60 plus company ang pao of $28...spent e $28 on a jersy yesterdae cos i need a new shirt to change badly...den paid my mom $40 which i promised to pay for e ba qua for my uncle...den paid $8 for e living prayer book juz now...den ate dinner yesterdae,breakfast n lunch todae....den i bought 张韶涵's original pandora juz now...$20...so now i'm back to square 1...actually...i'm more broke den usual now...sian...

New Phone

now this whole week i have to be thrifty abt wat i spent on liao...only left like 26 for e whole week...but fear not...cos i'll be getting more ang pao...hehe...den gona see how much i can sell or trade in my motorola e398 for...full package:ear piece,USB data cable,charger,64 mb transflash card...hmmm...think should be able to get at least $150 for e wholepackage ba...hope so...den ang pao hope can get at least $300...den i'll have less burden for a new phone...and wats e phone i want?

Yup...tats e phone...Samsung Sgh-E760...man...tats a nice phone we have here...but...its quite pricey compared to sony ericsson w550i...92mb to 256 mb and e blasting is not as good as w550i...but i still prefer it...tho both phone is abt e same price...abt $600 without plan...yup...i like e motion sensor thing,tho i noe tat shaking too much will spoil e phone...haha...but i like e design...looks cool and stylish...think after chinese new year,i'll still need to save for the next month den i can get the phone...my mom gve up on me liao...she sae she cant be bothered wif me n my phone thingy liao...haha...quite true...i'm quite hopeless...hehe...

Here's the specs:

Dimension(mm)-88x44x22.5mm
Weight(g)-88.4g
Band-Tri-Band (GSM900 + DSC1800 + PCS1900)

LCD spec: Internal External
Type: TFT OLED
Resolution:176*220 96*96
Colour: 262,144 65,536

Data rate: GPRS Class10
PC-Link Ver: N/A N/A
Ringtone: 64-chord poly
Product type: N/A
Virtual Machine: N/A
Cable: N/A
Browser: WAP 2.0
Messaging: SMS + MMS + Email Client
Camera: 1.3 Megapixel
Antenna: Intenna
SIM Voltage: N/A
SIM Type: Sliding Type
Phone book Memory: 1,000

Battery: Slim Standard Extended
Type: N/A Li-ion N/A
Capacity: N/A 800mAh N/A
Talk time: ----------up to 6hrs*--------------
Standby time: -------up to 280hrs* ----------

Features:

Accessibility:
Multiple Languages-Yes
Alerts:
Polyphonic Ringtones-Chords: 64
Ringer Profiles-Yes
Vibrate-Yes
Connectivity:
Bluetooth-version 1.2 / supports stereo (A2DP), AV Remote Control Profile (AVRCP)
PC Sync-Yes
USB-version 1.1
Contacts:
Multiple Numbers per Name-Numbers per entry: 5
Picture ID-Yes
Ringer ID-Yes
Customization:
Custom Graphics-Yes
Custom Ringtones-supports MP3 format
Data & Network:
Data-Capable-Yes
Packet Data-Technology: GPRSclass 10
Wireless Internet-WAP 2.0
Input:
Predictive Text Entry-Technology: T9
Side Keys-up/down keys on left / camera key on right
Messaging:
Email Client-Protocols Supported: POP3, IMAP4, SMTP
EMS / Picture Messaging-Yes
MMS-Yes
Text Messaging-2-Way: Yes
Text Messaging Templates-Yes
Music:
Music Player-Supported Formats: MP3, AAC, AAC+AAC, AAC+ formats not supported via stereo Bluetooth
Photo & Video:
Camera-Resolution: 1+ megapixelmulti-shot, self-timer / brightness, ISO controls
Video Capture-Max. Length: limited only by memory
Productivity:
Alarm-Yes
Calculator-plus unit and currency converter
Calendar-Yes
Voice Memo-up to 60 minutes each
Software:
Games-Yes
Java (J2ME)-4 MB memory
Voice:
Speaker Phone-Yes

wow...this phone is quite an ideal phone for me...

feeling quite sian todae...tho school was fun...came back earlier den usual...cos i finished my work b4 hand den can leave early...den,surpose to go play-or rather train DOTA wif my classmates...but start feeling sian somehow...so i left without playing...mayb i sould have stayed and play...i dono...

reached home abt 5++...b4 530...den ate dinner and went internet search for songs...talk to my lil sis abit...but i was really feeling sian...cant concentrade in anything at all...doing like 3 to 4 things at once,chatting,playing game,watching vcd and searching for songs...managed to find quite alot of them...quite happy abt it but still feeling sian...guess its juz one of those daes where i'm in no mood for almost anything...

been like this since e burden clinged onto me...but y is this surfacing now?mayb i should reflect on it...hmmm...think i'll do tat b4 i sleep...now i'm feeling sian wif this liao...haiz...bored...nvm...i'll continue...working tml from 11 till 5...boss called me to remind me tat i'm working juz now...cos last week i got someone to cover me den i go watch narnia...so this month i only work for 2 shifts-total 12 hrs...so i'll earn only $60 this month...inaddition to tips,think it'll be abt $70++ cos i haven collect last month's tips...

but still...tats quite little...no choice...cos i'm only free to work on saterday morning shift...den sundae i wana rest...mondae to fridae school...only when holidae come den i can work more like 3 to 4 shifts per week...e first month i work abt 3 to 4 shifts a week den i earn abt $260...quite happy wif e amount i earn...e only thing is,i spent it on my tool box for school...crap...den almost all gone...den 2nd month pay i spent on my zen neeon...december pay spent on christmas gifts...den this month one will be on new clothes i guess...and to lighten my mom's load on gifts for my uncle...will be paying for some of the items...still waiting for my mom to tell me how much...

listening to cyndi wif u rite now...sounds quite nice but also not tat bombastic...mayb cos i'm feeling sian...also got twins' the missing place...quite nice tho...like their songs tho i cant really understand canto..hehe...juz tat they sing very beautifully...still watching vcd...from like abt 8 till now...wa...damn boring and long winded...starting,e first 20 cds were good-lots of action...den now,so much story telling...getting bored...btw,i'm watching 绝代双骄-the jimmy lin and alex su one...

my sis already started reading books while watching cos she also quite bored liao...haha...makes me want to laugh...cos she's still able to get the storyline somehow...guess girls can really multi-task better den guys...oh well...not tat i really care abt it...haha...feel like eating some snacks now...mayb i'll cook some noodles...but better control...too much msg has taken a tow on my hair lining...its thinnig as i grow...oh no...all these years of instant noodles have really harmed my body...better control or i'll be gone soon...

still waiting for my songs to be downloaded and uploaded into my zen neeon...been abt 1 hr plusplus still not done...only 83% now...and tats only the first part...still have part two...e worse news ever...tried part two---its expired due to inactivity...shit man...den wats e point of me waiting for abt almost 2 hr i think...wa piang...sabo sing...

anyway...i'm off for now...better stop cos i'm getting long winded...

whoohoo...juz finished a game of dota...lasted 1 hr and 45 min...everyone hit max lvl...den we were chionging like siao...haha...damn fun...me,wt and warshit against bl,dal n leonfish...all random and i got centaur,wt-blood seeker n warshit-lion.bl was doom,dal was jaugernut and leonfish was slayer...

had a hard begining tho...haha...den farmed till i was e highest lvl among us...den we choing...but b.s kept aiming slayer den he always kana kill...bl,leonfish n dal super hum lor...always go together den gang bang...den sae we play pump...den dal always use scroll to run back to town when we chiong him...damn hum lor...but in e end,we still trashed them...i tanked e center down den we push all e way...den after tat we three kana back stab,den my guy stupid go tank creeps den lion n b.s died...

sorry lion and b.s...tat was my fault...haha...nvm...den we gang them back..haha...tat was fun...stun them den straight away gang...haha...den we tank e last 2 tower den we win liao...den leonfish said this b4 we start:no leavers,leavers love lk...
den they still all three left b4 we finish e game...so they three love lk...haha...yucks...tat sounded so bloody wrong...haha...

super chiok...haha...e wonderful feeling of trashing someone in dota for e first time where i didnt die so much...oh ya...i died 3 times n kill 6 times...not tat much kill but still quite good...hehe...

phew...its been one whole month since i lasted played tat...lost my samina liao...due to one month of gorging myelf wif christmas season food...haha...todae's S&W was quite fun...did a few rounds around 6 badminton courts while dribbling e hockey ball...damn tired cos i'm still not fully recovered from my illness yet...den e guy leading e pack was chionging like siao...e few of us(leonfish,me,air-reef,dal and num) did our best in following him...by e 4th of 5th round,we realized we already over took e rest of e pack...by 1 to 2 rounds...haha

tat was fun,but real tiring,den we practiced our drag-pass n push-pass...after tat,we were told by our instructor to practiced one touch passes...quite cool but need to control our hockey stick,cos when someone pass to u at a fast speed-which means e pass is quite a hard pass,its hard to keep e ball at ground while doing a one touch pass or shot...so we had a little difficuity at first,but we managed to get e hang of it...

after tat,we played monkey in groups of 4 to 5,my group had 5 cos there were 2 extra ppl left out.not much to talk abt,monkey,i'm sure u ppl noe wats it all about.den we played matches...tat was e xiang part...cos my team had 5 ppl,we had to sit 1 out,dal sit out den me n air-reef together wif another 2 gals played...kana sabo i tell u...basically,tru out our game,only me n air-reef were attacking n defending...so its a 2 on 4 kinda thing...how possible can we win?lost e first round...against leonfish and num...they are juz too strong man...esp leonfish...tat guy is primary and secondary school team hockey player le...wa piang...nvm...

den e second round...self-jacked myself...deric shot a power shot but he actually missed,den i blocked e shot and e ball went tru my legs,hit my shoe and spinned its way into goal...tat was e untimate humilation i tell u...but over all,had lots of fun playing cos its actually a very fun sports if u ask me...hehe...will recomand it to ppl who r interested in hockey..yup...

e only set back is i too long never play liao...den over strained my arm and leg muscles...now cant lift heavy things and cant walk properly...haiz...it doesnt matter actually...cos i noe i'll recover in time by next tuesdae for another round of hockey!!haha

FOR HOCKEY!!!!!YAAAA!!!!!

so tired tat i overslept for service...woke up at 630am...den half dead so i went back to sleep..den woke up only when my friend called me to ask for a song...by den,service already started...so...no point in me rushing down liao...now,i'm quite bored...home alone as usual...listening to pandora...(yay)...tatz e only happy thing for now...feel quite weird todae...when i woke up,wasn't prepared to pick up e phone n hear my friend barking abt e presentation thingy tml...so now i'm actiually not in a really good mood...but,nevermind....

occupying myself wif songs and e internet at e moment...gona watch vcds later...when i'm done wif listening...e songs are so nice...and its fun to go around e net playing online games...haha...tho some are really crappy games...erm...theres not much in fact...and most of e games are flash gvames which are kind of like wat i'll call 'shitty' games...yup...in my room rite now...cos e living room is too empty...feel funny sitting at e table alone...haha...den blasting music there...its juz so weird...if theres ppl around,den it wont be tat bad...

thus,i'm stuck in my room for now...till i go watch vcd...den i'll be in e living room slum on e couch..haha...den i'll be a bum...oh ya...yesterdae...watched narnia...man thats a really good show man...tho e fighting is abit like lotr...haha...but i like e effects of e show...except for e disgusting half human half org or pigs shit...haha...man they really look like shit man...

den there was this part where edmand was riding e horse philip,and he was like:go horsey,go horsey...den philip replied:my name is philip...den cher hao let out a loud:SORREH!den e ppl in e theatre went laughing,e funny thing was at tat moment,edmond said:sorry~~haha...tat was so hilarious man...over all,i'll rate this movie 8 1/2 out of 10:)really good show...

yup...den last nite played soccer,tho we got trash so many times thanks to cher hao...did two superb own goals...i still cant believe it lor...wats up wif all of us...we made so much mistake n blunders tat we were like defending for most of e match...plus i was waering jeans tat was like sweeping e floor la...wa lao...how to play properly man...haiz...but its all over....n e guys are playing field at 2 todae...too shiong for me....haha...cos i'm still sick...den my brother's going to play nadminton at kbcc at 4...but all e ppl playing i dono one...so i also not going...and he told me tat some of them play super power one...so i better not go humilate myslef...shall stay at my safe home..hehe...

its abt 1120 now...and i'm getting bored soon...so i'll stop here...

Yay!!!!Finally got 张韶涵's new album Pandora!!haha!so happy...didnt even noe her new album came out liao...well...not offically in singapore yet..hehe...saw it in an online forum where ppl post music...so i ahem...download from there e full album...so happy...

here's a preview of e album:

01. 隐形的翅膀
02. 潘朵拉
03. 香水百合
04. 真的
05. 最近
06. 惊天动地
07. 保护色
08. 口袋的天空
09. 爱情旅程
10. 喜欢你没道理
11. 永昼

here,e songs in pandora(new album title and title of song number2,e theme song)i'll rate her new album 8 1/2 out of 10-firstly,i haven appreciate e whole album yet,cos i'm listening to it for e first time.but,i like her songs cos most of them have meaning in them.yup

man...i juz love her voice.so unique...and she's quite pretty n cute as well:) love her funky style of dressing in all her album...hehe...feel so happy todae...y?1-got her new album,2-gona go watch nania todae...after it came out so long...finally,i'm gona go watch it wif a couple of friends..yay!!

haha...e only thing is e corridor rite outside my home is being torn apart...by e construction workers-cos they stop work on e flooring after they were done on e 8th floor b4 christmas.so now,they're back...to rip apart e flooring of e corridor rite outside...and i'm wondering how my sister and brother can still be sleeping under such condition of noise pollution man...even i cant stand it and my dad is already blasting his new year songs liao...now i cant even hear my pandora being played on my computer...

ah...nevermind...i'm gona go out soon...erm...actually at 12 plustats abt at least 3 hour later...so i'm gona have to learn to cope wif e noise outside...ok,heard 爱情旅程 liao...love it man...such a nice slow love song,hehe...u guys should go listen...gtg...

haiz...really fell sick liao...woke up at 7,felt terrible so i went back to sleep.den i woke up again at abt 8...and my first lesson starts at like 9..haha...so its easy to guess...i didnt go to school todae...told my mom and she said ok...first time in history i'm able to skip school officially due to being sick...

den played maple story under my bro's request,and we did party quest together...10 times to be sure...haha...played for abt 2 1/2 hour from 10 till 1230...dman shiok...cos there was not much ppl playing as its a schooling dae..hehe..den we get to maximise e use of the party quest.after tat,we played DOTA afte we had our lunch...

Till like almost 3,den we stopped gamming...den i had not much to do liao...watched tv till 5 den i slept till 8...felt so comfortable.hehe...tatz whati have been doing abt e whole dae...yup...e only set back is i'm sick...

ok...my condition is getting yet worse...still raining heavily around singapore...and i'm still stuck in e air con room for almost e whole dae...been sneezing e whole dae...even now...my nose feels like its gona drop off soon...how soon?soon i hope...so tat i'll at least sniff less,sneeze less n leak less...nose's been running like a tap since it started raining at abt 11am...my mucus has change from like thick n sticky to super watery...oh man...its killing me...

and i'm having a bad headache due due to my constant sneezing which also cause my troat to become sore...ate 2 panodol juz now...but my head's still bloobing and half concussed...and e blood pressure's a real pain in my head...feeling every single pump of blood to my head now...and its those hard pump when u can feel alot of blood squeezing into e brain...ouch...now,tat i'm sitting now,trying not to get up tat often cos e blood rush will be damn bad...haiz...but i need to get up soon,sat too long liao...den my tail bone's hurting from previous injury...so...juz have to do wats needed to be done...

crap...anyway,hope i'll be better tml...if not,i doubt i'll be going to school...and its not a good idea to miss tml's lesson,cos i have quite alot of on e spot works to be done for two different modules...computer programming-need to type out programs n send them in for marking,ee cad-need to draw circuit boards and layout for my teacher to mark...so...i'll have to see how tml...if not...den its byebye hand n welcome cane....no canning tho,juz an expression...hehe...

and xiao mei,don worry too much abt having someone who belongs to u k?korkor will be behind u one!

yes,as u can see...its raining again...heavy down pour in yishun rite now...haven been feeling well these few daes due to e weather...n my nose have a terrible sinus against cold weather...now,my nose is almost all clogged up n blocked...n e feeling is not nick...imagine having snort n mucus jammed in ur nose...tats how i'm feeling rite now...and...my troat is really turning dry now...due to e massive amount of thick mucus jamming up my nassel path...

been sniffing for awhile now...haiz...den sniff too much my troat becomes worse...if e rainy daes don go soon,think i'll be down wif natural flu soon...crap...my eyes are also slowly becoming affected too...staring to water liao...feeling weak now...think i'll be sleeping like a pig later...haha...good think i don have to get up so early tml...my class starts at 12...yay...den can sleep more tonite...den again,my classmates ask me to go down earlier to DOTA...my boon sae he doubt i'll go down...haha...he's rite...think i wont go for DOTA tml...cos they're meeting at like 850am...tat means i'll have to wake up like todae;6am den leave b4 730am so tat i wont be late...

speaking of which,todae i was almost late for lesson...dono y,i left earlier den usual,caught 852 at e correct time,den from phs there till dolphin soccer court ther,jam for like abt 15 min...den at mac stop there,till e next stop which is surpose to b like 2 min away,jam for another 15 min...i noe tho i was half alseep cos i was listening to songs on my zen neeon,i rememebered listening to abt 3 to 4 songs each at both jams while e bus was almost stationary...den when i reached 2 bus stop away from school,it was like 855am liao...so i noe confirm late one...den i took e first bus tat came,met my classmate who said tat since we're late already,he went for a puff...erm...4 sticks to be exact...tats like dono how many puff..watever...

back to e topic...sneezed afew times while typing e previous pharagraph...die...really gona b sick liao...oh no...gona watch shao nian zhang san fong liao...bye guys...n my lil sis:)don worry so much ok?

Shoot...i'm home...alone...not really...my mom juz came back from work...but its no different...i still feel like i'm home alone...ok...not really...she's abit irritating...asking me questions abt e tv show when se can watch it herself...now i'm not really in e mood...cos theres this idiot bugging me abt e presentation thingy...e presentation is like on coming tuesdae but he si bei kan jiong lor...already pissed off liao...den he still kaobei me..sae muz pass to him e points by 8...(i sent it to him at like 930..haha)

RESULTS (decided to edit my post for more pleasent viewing;juz for my lil sis:) )

AEL Paper:
Result:72/100
Comments(teacher):i want u to do better than this...
My Comments:i already tried my best and i got 72 liao...its better den i expected lor...

EG2 Paper(Totally PISSED OFF!!!):
Result:32/100
Comments(teacher):Retest!!!Come For Remidial!!
My Comments:no point crying over spilt milk...juz do wat is needed of me...

ok...i'm quite heated up there...cool down...cool down...damn pissed n disapointed...i studied n did my revison yet i still flung my eg2 like shit...oh man...den have to go for retest...even if i pass my retest,i'll only be a 50/100...sian...but i will go for it...so tat i can get this module over wif...don wana repeat any module...

anyway...think i'm gona get a real sore troat soon...my troat feels sore...n my voice is abit off...think too heaty...didnt drank much water e whole dae...think i better go drink much more water...waiting for someone to talk to...haiz...

Once again...i'm yet home alone...Again...my mom went for cell at uncle kk's place,my dad went out,my bro went out wif jess i guess,den my sis went to work...so here i am...once again,stuck at home wif no place to go wif nothing to do...my bro came back last nite at like almost 3am i guess,cos i went to bed at like 230am den he haven come back yet...den he left e house at like abt 11+...tatz so early...cos it was raining in e morning...

Den my mom n sis left at abt 230pm(my sis earlier cos she start work at 230pm)...den my mom told me to stay home to accompany my dad...haha...rite...after they left,my dad went to e shower n came out dressed...ready to go out...so from like 3pm till now,i was playing DOTA and listening to songs...n my maid crapping on e phone...haha...

wanted to bathe,but there were lots of components from e fridge in e toilet(in e process of cleaning)...tat was like at abt 330pm...den my maid was yacking on e phone...so i ask her if i can use e toilet...she said 4pm...ok...den i went to play DOTA...when i was done,its was like 430pm...and was e toilet ready for use?there she was...still yacking on e phone...!!!

eh...hello?!?!?!!!wat time izzit already huh?oh well...went to eat dinner first since i cant use e toilet yet...den after i was done eating,it was abt 5pm...den she was still cleaning e components...sian...den at abt 530pm...i went to bathe...den i came out to type this...cos i'm damn bored now...waiting for water to boil den can make tea...den also waiting for e 7pm show to start...rite now,i'm listening to chun zai by 5566...nice song

too busy singing e song to type liao...haha

shit man...its hari raya and i'm feeling sick...think i'm gona b down wif a bad sore troat,super dried up nose wif sticky mucus and stuff and mayb fever...i dono...but e sore troat is definately gona happen...think its due to e cold weather out there tats making air con room even more dry...drier den usual...cos i was in a aircon room for like almost e whole afternoon till early evening...having lesson..tho we did quite little...haha...erm...

ya...as i was saying...my nose has been feeling dry ever since n i can feel e end of my nose where e opening is connected to e inside of e mouth being super dry n sore...juz drank a cup of salt water...hope it helps...if not,den i'm sure to get a bad sore troat...sian...having abit of difficuities in swallowing my saliva now...e uper gum there where its connected to my nose there is abit swallon...haiz...sian...to fall sick at e wrong time...since i figured out tat i'm gona get a sore troat...had been downing abt 5 to 6 bottles of water liao...in e end...keep going to e toilet...but still don feel tat well...think i better go sleep liao...so tat i can rest my body...

ok...so i'm at home now...den...there's no one else at home!except my maid...so bored...my sis went to work,bro went out,mom and dad not coming abck for dinner...so its juz me...n only me...sian...

there's not much to do rite now except watch tv or something...waiting for 8pm den i can get to watch:shao nian te gong dui!yay!!hosted by 5566...its a si bei funny show to me...cos they always do alot of stupid shits like when talking to e screen,they will use their butts to shove e female guests into e swimming pool or something...damn funny lor...den sometimes they will gang up on e product crew juz to throw them into e pool or shove flour into their faces...

haha...juz thinking of those past episodes tat i watched b4 made me laugh...now i'm gona watch e channel 8 show...e three Gods thingy...tho i missed alot of the episodes liao...but...wats there to do?not much i tell u...all e vcds at home i watched till they r rotting off in e player liao...den i see also will fall asleep liao...cos all see so many times liao...like LOTR-watched all 3 shows like 5 to 6 times each liao...wth...si bei sian...

ok la...e show start liao...gtg...

todae's e start of the last term of yr1 in ngee ann poly for me...in juz another 7 to 8 weeks,it'll be holidae...yay...but,i think i'll be working most of the time ba...ya...de soon it'll be yr two for me...so fast...den again,i'll need to work even harder to cope wif my school work...

now i'm still at home...class starting at 1pm...e morning class at 11am,i'm already late so who cares...haha...surpose to help my friend check result cos he went jb todae to shop...but i also never go for first lesson...so too bad...but i'm seeing alot of my class mates in msn now...maybe they r in school,but if they aren't,den proberbly they also skipping first lesson...cos i noe some of them takes more den an hour (like me) to reach school...i'll need abt 1 1/2 hr to reach school one...so even if i leave now,i'll be there when the first lesson's almost over...or rather...3/4 way over...so theres no point in me going now...thus,i'm blogging here...haha

yup...erm...quite bored now...serving e net around n playing solitaire..haha...so sian lor...later gona go pack my bag for school wif my laptop...cos my afternoon lesson will need it...speaking of it,my afternoon lesson which needs e laptop is computer programming...crap...e module tat i kina fail or rather pass badly...den need retest but i also never go...cos it was on e 23th dec 2005 where i was like busy e whole dae wif e christmas party at judy's houe..ya...went in e morning abt 11am to help out wif e decos...only like afew of us there lo...den i was e only guy who stayed till e party start at 6.e rest went back home to change into their formal clothes b4 coming down for e party...haha...

den my classmate saw me on msn e next dae den kao bei me sae i never go for remidia class n retest...like wat's his problem?tat guy got e highest den he come kao bei me like he's my boss...sometimes,i juz don like him cos he's way too bossy at times n cocky...at other times,he'll help me out when i need...other wise,i'll try not to ask him for help...cos he'll be like:wa lao...so easy also dono...u stupid ah...den again...he always ask me stuffs too..tat are quite easy one...like e osiloscope test,si bei easy den he panicked...haha...den i have to help him abit...gave some hints to him...ha...dumb dumb...:Phaha...

anyway...think i've wrote enough for now...haha...byebye...
PEACE

felt so much better after an evening nap juz now...fell aleep from abt 640 till abt 930 after my dinner...haha...was watching tv while lying on e couch when i fell alseep...wat a bum...haha

anyway...felt so much peace at my heart now tat i've finally been able to release how i really felt tru out these trying times...so relax now...tho my white hair wont change back to black hair..haha...doubt it'll change back...but,if they do change back...den wow:)i'll feel so much younger...hehe...

totally zonked out juz now...somemore raining e whole dae...makes it a good dae to juz bum in e whole dae n nua till i liquify..haha...as if i can liquify..i'll proberbly be too flamable if tat happens.haha...ok i'm crapping too much...

heres a pic to show u guys:

ok...if ur wondering wat e hell is that?that-is my left thumb...and e black thing there is not nail polish my dear...haha...its my nail wif dried blood underneath it...ouch...hurt my thumb during camp at PGP on e sundae b4 christmas...had my dorm door to slam shut on my thumb at abt 3am in e morning of the last nite...was going to bed liao...den boom...n i was quite awake after all tat...

somehow,i realised i've been having alot of accident during christmas seasons...dono y but in 2004,cant rem e actual dae but it was e dae where my cell croup was having its annual christmas party...den my mom was baking some brownies i think..den after baking,i so yao gui tat i go open e oven(those round round type where e lid is like a wok cover tat type)...den i remembered e steam temperature was like abt 300 degree i think...

den i open one side of e cover...den plisssss-wa...white steam escape n in e process...cooked my right index finger...rite at e part where e skin meets e nail...super sensitive part n it got cooked...ouch...but it healed long ago...so i'll juz show my thumb to u guys...

still healing but e skin has ened its relationship wif e nail...so i can juz rub my flesh n u will b able to see a mini opening to e underneath of e dead nail...hope e new nail will grow out soon...haha...who doesn't rite?:P looking at my left thumb...i remembered another accident i had...cos e scar's still there...

tat was quite a few yrs back...but also during christmas season one...went to my mom's cell christmas party...in fact,my whole family went...den came e yumyum part-dinner!!so i was scoping curry onto my plate...den it happeded...my plate tilted n bent at e point where i was holding it wif my left hand...den when i poured e curry onto e plate...e freaking chili oil dripped onto my left index finger,third finger n fourth finger...damn...e oil was like boiling hot man...den imediately,blisters appeared on my three finger...

seemed tat christmas season is a dangerous season for me man...but it sound so wrong...haha...could be me...i dono...but anyway...juz noe tat tru all e injuries,none of them have any negetive effects on my using of my hand...maybe only e toilet handle one tats e worse...cos it cut my tendon abit i think...but its almost all healed...so no big deal..haha...

wow...seemed i've crap alot abt me getting hurt during christmas seasons...haha...anyway,new year new hope...tat i don get any more injuries during this coming christmas at e end of the year...i hope...haha...

think i'll stop here la...crap so much my fingers hurt liao...cos i type wif only two fingers one...my left index finger n my right third finger...so i'll stop here...bye ppl...happi going to school..haha

Shit...think i over did it already...dono wat e shit is wrong wif me...think its time to put a stop to all this.

till now...i have no idea wat m i feeling...abt her...esp her...cos its like i still like e other her...e one whom i've like for like 3 to 4 yrs?den todae she also never appear...afraid ITE...its the end for me i think...

afraid its a moment of spur tat i like her...now...it seemed tat everything is falling apart...however,when i see e other her...(3 to 4 yr one) somehow i still feel abt her...so rite now...i'm really confused...so confused to e point i've decided to shut off all system tat has to do wif this endless issue...

I'm juz gona ignore all this issues tats been bugging me for so many years...really...had so much more white hair these few years due to thinking too much abt this whole issue...damn...come to think of it...its actually my own fault for letting this issue get e better of me...

now...thinking back...i should have drop this issue long ago...even now...i feel so much better abt it tat i've decided to let everything fall into their rite places...cos i noe God has everything planned for me:) so,i'll juz wait on God and i noe He will have a wonderful plan for me...

therefore...i'll stop all this once and for all...so tat there'll be more space in my heart for God...realised tat i've been letting all this things hinder my growth in Him tat landed me in hot soup too many-a-time tru out these few years...

maybe tats y i wasn'nt a very happy person during my years in secondary school...n to think tat ppl come up to me n sae they notice tat i have mood swings quite frequenty...and tats true...it can juz suddenly happen when someone juz sae a word tat irks me...den i'll be moody for e rest of e dae...

hmmm...lets end this whole issue here shall we?
ya...i better...haha

Something's wrong...i can feel it...

haiz...she'e not replying my sms le...i noe she's busy...but...replying a sms wont take long rite?hope she's not ignoring me or wat...feeling down lor...she told me todae she's going to school in e morning den have to go for her cousin's wedding...hmmm...

didnt sms her tat much tis week...but she never even reply one single sms...only on mondae did she reply me...after tat she MIA till now...i'm still waiting for her to reply juz one message lor...sadsad...haiz...juz so sian now...

nvm...lets wait n see...hope tat everything calm down soon...first week of school for j2s r normally quite stressful i noe...so...i'll juz wait i guess...till e time is ripe...

There:my dear lil sis and her best friend Tiffany:)

ok...decided to post abt my lil sis who took me in as her third brother...haha...erm...sorry ah...but i think u look quite old in there le xiao mei...older den tiff lor...haha...anyway...got aknowledged by her a couple of daes ago...haha...fun to have a lil sis around...:)

and xiao mei's e only one who noes abt me and her...haha...tatz y i also let her be my xiao mei...cos i trust her.rite?hehe.......den i also trying to chuo her my lil sis and ahem...haha:P
kidding la..she'll murder this nice korkor...haha...erm wait...she wont kill me...cos if she kill me den no more presents liao...haha:P

my lil sis here quite funny one la...can crap alot den laugh like siao one,den always like to take photo one...take so much also no use one la...still will grow old...haha...oopz...surpose to be praising her...

hehehehe...ok la...jenna super friendly one...but try not to b so manly can?if not next time u jia bu chu qu den this korkor here have to look after u..hehe...tho i don mind looking after my lil sis..i'd rather u get married..haha...looking forward to a great yr wif u as my new found lil sis...yay!

haha...gtg liao...my bro keep ka jiaoing me...den soon he will noe i have blog den i die liao...

P-A-R-T-whY? Becos I GOTHA!!!!!

EXAMS over!!YESYESYES!
yay!!!exams over liao!so shiok...haha..dona have to care abt anything liao...now...juz waiting to see if my sis will buy e breezer or not...if she did...den i can party liao...down e whole bottle:)speaking of breezer,its some alchoholic juice drink wif 5% alchohol only...my sis drank one 275ml bottle last nite drink half nia cannot ta han liao.haha den i finish e rest...drank mine afew days ago...

e only thing is,i cant buy them yet...not at e moment,need to wait a few more months...after tat...heihei....i'll juz go buy drink as and when i want to liao...wahahahahahaha...provided i have e cash...anyway... stucked here in my room...my bro's cell came for cell group at our place...den he never tell me...so now i'm chase into my room...good thing i have a laptop now..if not...i'll b so bloody bored till i drop dead man...but i'm still bored...so here i m crapping away..haha

only be able to get out of this stuffy room at abt 10 when they r done...but its not so stuffy rite now...kina cold & chilly due to heavy storm juz now...den i'm drinking coke...tho its not cold...so its damn gassy & i brought alot of salt in to add to e taste:).den my bro saw e salt den ask for wat...he even sae wat:u take so much salt into ur room for wat??
haha...den he realised wat its for...cos he do it too..

Li Xiao Lu:So chio rite?
i'm feeling bored now...tho i'm having a paper later at 4...y am i so sian?dono le...and my bro is playing on e desktop e mask song...e stupid dancing shake shake song...crap...its repeating over n over again...URG!!!!!

Its driving me nuts soon!den he start to play all e other parts liao...all from e mask movie one...haha..but they are funny n damn irritating...

ok..he's now playing hell lot of rubbish noises tat he download...some r totally crap...but quite alot are interesting...

heres a picture for viewing...juz posting for fun:)

my table dog:)alwayz lazing around e table...haha


man i'm crap...surpose to be studying but i'm doing this...haha

ciao ppl...

having my last paper tml...but i didnt study e whole of todae...somehow, juz don feel like studying...so tml have to wake up early to study...if not,i may fail my paper...n i don wan to fail it...

failing means another paper to take at a new time which may not b a good time for me...den even if my retest pass wif flying color also counted as 50 only...so no point going tru another paper to get jus pass...till now,i realised i haven really been serious abt my studies after e first sem...now going tru my last term for e year...think i really should wake up my idea and prepare for e new yr...

and...i should stop myself from doing all e spoil stuffs...like playing dota,maple and serving e net tat often...but i think i'll proberbly juz continue doing them...crap...e only way to stop myself is to delete all those games and to disable my internet...but i doubt i'll do tat...cos its too troublesome...guess i'll need to manage myself b4 i go over board...

already,i'm serving too much internet...muz refrain myself from it...(Lord..u are my strengh and guildience)...hope i'll look to U when i face temptations oh Lord...

school juz started for almost everyone ya?haha...

but for me...its first dae of my examz...sian...first paper engineering math2 was like quite xiang...question 1 to 3 was like quite ok cos i remembered e formulas needed but i doubt all e ans are correct...den came qns 4 n 5...e killers...man they r tough like wat?i dono man...

coulden handle most of qn 4 n5...qn 4 is like first part still abit ok...den e rest goes down e drain...qn 5 was like urg!!!!wat is qn 5?i only noe e 3 marks part in qn 5...e rest r like 13 marks n 12 marks man...

so basically,i lose abt ...let me see...abt 20++ to 30++ marks already...those are e confim ones...den if my formulas have abit wrong here n there,den even worse...wat to do...never study hard enough during christmas season...but...who studies during e holidae season ya?n to think my school make us sit for exam on e first dae of school in yr 2006...

haha...no point crying over split milk so i'll juz have to work harder...drank a small bottle of breezer juz now...shiok....to celebrate e end of EG2...haha...den mayb i'll get my sis to help me buy another one tml...mayb a lime flavoured one...(e one i drank was grapefruit)...den thursdae after my last paper drink again..haha

oh well...she(not my sis ah.pls...its her:) ) told me tat first dae of school had been quite demanding wif lots of work to b done...den she wont b free this few daes...think i'll not msg her tat much so as to distract her ba...den again...sometimes she still never reply one...tho she will like read all my sms den reply in one long sms...haha...

this is getting long...anyway...became a third brother of my dear lil sister todae(not my real blood sis la).haha
jia you for ur sec 3:)

ok...at least i noe she'e not ignoring me...yay:)
going to sleep liao...good nite ppl

Stuck at home...surpose to b studying for test tml...but nevermind...studied in e morning and afternoon abit...haha

man...i so bored...wat's wrong wif my school man...ppl go back school first dae is to have fun,get to noe new faces but my school have to make us sit for exam...sian...crap lor...public holidae stuck here at home studying...den raining also...wat a lousy start for a new year...

den...she also never reply my sms...like don wan to reply or wat...haiz...still waiting for sms to come in...hope its from her...but she like mia one...never check hp or something...so i'm here typing out my frustrations to no one...ergggg....pissed...

not wif her but wif e sianness in me...new year n everything but i'm juz sian...been like tis for like e whole dae liao...wat to do?stupid exam!spoil all my mood...haiz...

(i'll be waiting for ur reply...if u ever read this...plz send me a sms ok?den i'll noe tat u r not ignoring me...)

A blessed new year to all of u ppl out there!!hope u had fun wif the countdown to a new yr 2006.yay!!!

haha...wat have i achieved during yr 2005?...let me see...i spent almost half a yr slacking away behind the computer and on the couch watching television...haha...tat was b4 i started school in Ngee Ann Poly persuing the course-electrical engineering...till den,i had never steped out of my home unless it was a weekend where i attended church...

since i started school,realised i had little time for family and friends...due to school starting as early as 8 or 9 am and ending late at 5 pm...den...i realised i haven achieved much in 2005...felt tat i wasted a first half of the yr away...but...theres no turning back...so no point crying over spilt milk ya?

however,i do feel that i have actually achieved something...and tat is friendship wif my friends whom i haden talk to much all these yrs...and e fact tat i realised wat i really wanted in a relationship...(refer to my previous entry)...

now,it seem tat she is getting e idea of me liking her...and e fact tat she seem positive abt it has a great impact on me...hope tat everything runs well...:)tats my new year resolution for year 2006:)

so once again wishing u ppl out there a happy and blessed new year in 2006!!!
ciao...