outing tomorrow!!!whoohooo!! :D finally i got the guts to ask someone out...whee...hope that tomorrow will be a fun and loving day :)

EVERYDAY

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can

Make it last forever
and never give it back

It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have

Everyday of our lives
wanna find you there
wanna hold on tight

Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
From right now
gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand
together we will celebrate
Oh, everyday

They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream

but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does it really mean?

No matter where we’re going
it starts from where we are

There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday
of our lives
wanna find you there
wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
from right now
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
together we
will celebrate
Oh, everyday

We’re taking it back
we’re doing it here
together

It’s better like that
and stronger now
than ever

We’re not gonna lose
Cause we get to choose
That’s how it’s gonna be

Everyday
of our lives
wanna find you there
wanna hold on tight

Gonna run
while we’re young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith

Everyday
of our lives
wanna find you there
wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
from right now
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
together we
will celebrate

Oh, everyday!

this song will be perfect for both of us :)
and i hope that it'll last till eternity :)

7 days...that's the number of days we've been chatting since last sunday, every single day, though some might be short..i'm happy about it :) realised that i do kinda miss that someone when there's no reply..seems like i'm really into her, hopefully things will work out ya? waiting for the chance i guess...

coming wednesday, chalet!!whoohoo, gona be going down to ku's 21th birthday chalet after work with my colleages or, if she's able to go too, with her :) nice buddy ku already allowed me to bring her along if her parents allow her to go so yea...hopefully? haha...

anyway, some updates on school- just getting started on my final year project this week and well, it's kinda weird to be in a class with only 6 students and which, none of them whom i know. so ya, good thing i got to know most of them already and i actually got to know 3 of them quite quickly, one whom is my current project partner, and the other two, friends of my friend.

yup, and for the past week, have been attending lessons on programming and stuff, installing of softwares and rotting away in class..lol, oh ya, not to forget doing sai kang things for my supervisor who got himself involved with pretty much alot of events...and in the end, its us who have to do this and that...bleach...but for now, i'm quite happy with my classmates actually and the supervisors...nice people.

urgh...this sour feeling coming out of me...bleah...don't know how to put it but that's somewhat i'm feeling now?...sian...trying to build up the bond here...but it seems that hey, there's actually quite alot which i don't know about this person...

haiz...shall have to get to know this person more i guess...the process is always long,yet the results might not be what we want...it could be even better,if everything goes well...oh well...

i want a Ratatouille Remy Soft toy!!! the cute rat!!!ahhh...
damn he's such a cute rat..haha... totally lovable little chef...emm emmm...

taking things slowly,but still not very sure how things are going...hopefully things will work out...hmm...won't be bringing my laptop to school tomorrow tho...so no msn for me till i come back..maybe tru msg? shall see how...most likely there's not much to do but rot in the LT from 9 to 4 with an hr's lunch break ba...haha...either that or i'm gona disappear after lunch..shall see how it goes tml...yup..

i wonder i wonder i wonder...more white hair gona pop out soon...my head's already half filled with white hair...until i'm really sure about it...i'll continue to wonder and wonder and wonder...bleah..it seems pretty convincing tho...zz...

how do i put it?felt like suddenly things are making sense to me somehow or rather...whether its really what i think it is or not, have this sudden abundance of feelings towards someone...though i'm still not sure about it...been having this feeling for awhile already i guess, but it never really got the better of me till yesterday...hmmm...

maybe i'm just being despo...or maybe not...i don't know, we'll see how things goes...maybe it's what it's meant to be...who knows...something might come out of it this time...though i'm still somewhat not confirm with that last sentence...oh well...just let things go the way they should ba...better not to do anything thing less i get screwed up again and hurt that someone...

there's much to post about...firstly...my holidays are coming to an end...all 3 weeks of it...3 more days and it's back in school for my final year project...zzz...felt that i didn't even had enough time for holidays to do what i used to do...hang out with my buddies, catch a few movies, do some fun activities...all i got for these 3 weeks was well, work and more work...which gets kind of boring at times...and mapling early in the morning...

anyway, so i went in to jb with my mom today, was actually a pleasant visit there till we came back to singapore...was damn pissed off the the malay bastard who was doing the x-ray on the bags cause all he catches are chinese with gums and not a single malay got caught...wtf man...then my mom got to do the desroying of the gums...pui...seriously curse the bloody bastard man...no one got caught on the other lane and i can swear that they too, have bought gums back to singapore...knn...then now they have my mom's record...so fcuk the bloody malay sh!t...

another thing would be, related to my last posting...still couldn't find words to describe it as yet...and i still cannot determine if i'm really into it again...bleah...sucks big time...double big time...zzz...going to leave it haning here for now...unless you know where else to look for...

don really wana post...but there are things i need to get off my chest..

am i really going through the same cycle over again? getting my hopes up and watching them fall every time...i need to move on and be who i am...but why am i always stuck in the same if not, similar situation...totally don't get it...worst case scenario would be the same result i obtained in the past...which, for the last time in my life, i do not hope for...

then there's always the case where we act as if nothing ever happened,though all of us will know that something did happened...we may pretend but the wound will always be there...mostly, i'm the only one wounded...so why do i always fall back into the same trap over and over again?

the feeling's getting intense once again,building up faster than i could catch up with...getting screwed around by my own heart really sucks big time...it's worse than being played by others...the only way to numb myself is to get myself loss in the world of mapling so that i will spend more energy and brain power on maple instead of this issue...

second thing is more of a private issue...which i'm not really gona let anyone in onto it...it's just too personal...and i'm still trying to figure things out...and i know for sure there's 3 ending to it...either one will come...no matter which is which...realized that getting too caught up in this issue might have been the silliest thing i've ever gotten myself into...it's like being in a cave while digging deeper in,1- i find treasures in the cave,2- i dig too deep in yet find nothing, or 3- i dig my way out of the cave. which ever it is, it's all fated...so i shall just leave it as that...

now to get my longed await sleep