yes...finally i'm getting my 5gb zen neeon tonite...waiting for my bro to come back wif it...yesyesyes!!!it really feel great to buy something i want wif e money i earned myself...feel so shiok cos i wont b owing ppl money for things they help me get b4 hand...like my previous bloody t610 which broke down one week rite after i return my friend e money...damn...

anyway...i'm feeling so happi abt e zen neeon...hope tat e mp3 player will not disapoint me cos i heard from my friend tat its good...haha...while... lets sae i m a trusting friend... :P or rather i trust ppl too easily...my bro got e zen neeon tru his friend who got it for $55 cheaper den e standard price of $329...so i'm paying only $274 for it...yay:)but i still wonder e size...saw it online-smaller den a credit card...but dono e actually size yet...nvm...

i'll see for it myself tonite when it come back...wahahha...so happi!!!

Hmm...should i ask her out for a movie?not really sure abt it...

wat if she rejects my offer?i'll feel so terrible...but i've been thinking of asking her out for a movie,harry potter if possible-after her As n now its over but den i lack e courage to ask her...
haiz...guess i'm juz not tryin hard enough...but i still wonder wat she feels abt me...haven been talking to her for awhile now...cos i'm always mia...sian...

wat should i do?ask her out?or should i not?hmmm...urg...i DONO wat to do.........die...really helpless now...stuck btween 2 cliffs wif no support...falling deep down...unless i do something abt it...but i lack courage as i said...i'm so useless...haiz...even when i saw her todae...i cant even look at her in e eyes n say hi or good morning...how will i even have e courage to ask her out?

n i don wana hurt our friendship...if i ask her out,she'll noe i like her...guess wat i'm really afraid is tat she'll avoid me if tat happens,n everything single tiny ray of hope will b shut off...i better deal wif tis issue soon enough or i might juz lose it...

mayb tats y i've so much white hair...i worry too much abt all tis issues here n there...but den,i cant not not think abt tis issue rite now...i need help...tats reality...

i'm back again...but i'm freaking pissed off...

wat in e world do some ppl think they r?i juz don understand y ppl take advantages of us when we treat them wif respect man...they think they can wan to do tis den do tis,do tat den do ta..wtf is wif tat?i'm talking abt maids here...some of them really have no manners at all...n tis is not e first time already...its so freaking irritaing n totally pisses me off...

wat e hell...we pay u money to work for us den u happi den u work,not happi don work izzit?wat kina attitude is tat??u e boss or we e boss huh?seriously don noe wat r they thinking...like they own e place like tat...

terrible...sometimes i wish i juz can slap them if possible......bu i don really wan to do tat unless they really pissed me off like nobody's business...haiz...typing out wat i feel here really makes me feel great man...tho i don care if anyone really bothers to read...whew....so shiok...

feeling better but not complete yet...hmmm...

Y m i so tired?juz don get it...have a 5 hr nap tis afternoon from 2 till 7...now still so tired...keep yawning away......did tat like 2 to 3 time while typin tis part le...die...so tired...hope i don fall sick or wat...think i'm shuting down soon...my body system like failing like tat...mayb i should go see a doc?now feel like slpping again...but i don wana slp...muz stay awake....muz stay awake...muz zzz...stayzzz...awake......

wat e fart...have to work tonite....e worse time to work is at nite!!!especially when i have school tml morning...haiz...wat can i do?cant get ppl to cover me...
tho working at liquids is fun,enjoyable...it suck at time if u noe wat i mean...like suddenly at some point of time,1 grp of ppl walk in,den b4 even settling their table,another few group come in....e worse is when i'm taking order den ppl from other table like blind like tat...call me over to their table...HELLO!cant u see i'm taking order here?cant u go to e bar n ask e guy standing there?

ok..tatz wat i wanted to sae but i cant,cos e customer's alwayz rite....ya...like real...anyway,tonite i was surpose to b able to get someone to coer my duty...but den...he last min pang seh me sae his parents want him home for dinner...like they even noe he's working in e first place...ha-think he's lying...does tat all e time...don even noe to believe or wat...
throw tat aside...since i cant get cover,i called e cafe but den...my boss also cant get someone to cover me...haiz...btw,e person who was surpose to cover me promised me tat he can yesterdae!den now he cannot...wth....sian...so off i'm going...soon...to work...

hope tonite wont b like last sundae nite where when we're preparing to close shop,one big pile of mobs-i call them tat cos they look like cao pai kia tho they r one big family-came in and start blabbing their orders...one of them,e daughter i surpose...ordered orange cheese cake...like we have orange cheese cake...den later den she realize its actually oreo cheese cake...crap...

den after they left,at abt 10:30 to 10:40pm(20 min to closing),a couple came in...normally we wont allow them to come in but my boss let them in...so?back to work lor...den after billing off the last tate,e couples friends came in to chit chat...tat pisses me of but i cant do anything...den they yack n yack n yack till like 11:30,while we pack up for closing...den my boss ask me go tell them we closing,den e other boss sae no need...so who i listen to?both r my boss le...den i hack care lor...so my boss went to tell them we closing.finally can go home...

when we lock up e cafe,its like 11:35 to 11:40 liao...so late...den i have to rush back b4 i miss e last bus(happened to me b4)...reached home at like 1240 to 1am...den prepare for school next dae den go slp...however,at 5:30,my classmate sms me sae he not going for first lesson...so i go back sleep till i happy...den woke up abt 9 or so to go for my second lesson...

wa...oong eb=ntry...cos i'm bored..haha...gtg now

wat is pain?

ouch...my feets r hurting...tats pain...dono y...my left feet starts to hurt like 2 daes ago...think i strain it somehow...den came todae...where i twisted my right ankle while working...sian...now both feet r in pain...but e rite side is better already...e left feet...like its gona break down to b thrown away man...cant even stand up rite without leaning on one feet...den worse if i jump...e whole impact will send shockwaves from my feet to remind me of e pian...ouch...

damn it...why do i keep getting injured these few daes?juz don get it...haiz...anyway...juz here to complaint abt my pain to no one...haha

btw,abt e first entry.everything is working out better...i get to talk to her more now even tho its normal conversasion...as for my other friend,i'd decided to ensure tat i don over xpress myself over msn while talking to her...haha

hope tat everything will go on smoothly...for e better...

super bored these few daes....schooling everydae early in e morning till evening...don even have enough time for myself....haiz...
not to mention tat i haven been sleeping well these whole week...alwayz falling asleep in e bus on e journey to n fro school...shows how tired i really...n my eye bags r like getting darker n darker as e daes went by....man...it sucks...now my eyes feels like dropping out of my sockets n into some eye solution to relax...totally zonked out.....zzz

y have these few daes been boring?cos e lessons r really dry...formulas n more formulas bombarding into my brain...plus me being tired...its not really working out too good for me...n i have to work part time---during my free time away from school...life now is really getting more n more tiring n boring...
thinking of working on saterdae morning rather than tuesdae and sundae nite...mayb i should ask my boss...hmmm...but wats e chance of me being able to work only one dae???i have no idea...juz have to see how it goes tml morning i think...hope i can get off work on sundae...provided they can get someone to cover me...
if not,i think i'll b long gone in a few more weeks to come...

hmmm...still bored n tired...very tired...guess i'll stop here...