hmmm...both our parents seem all too worried for us...worried about our studies and taking the relationship slowly...don't really know why they're so worried though...cause i know for sure that i'm in control now, about our relationship and school...

thats why i know when i cant kinda skip school and when not to..cause i know my school work well enough now...sigh...i know that they are just worried for our sake but being all too worried doesn't get them or us anywhere does it?it just makes us all more grumpy and frustrated with each other...which is even worse for the family...

different people takes relationships at different pace...so does it really matter if our pace is too fast or too slow?both have their pros and cons...but if you were to be in control, then things wont get out of hand...and i cherish our relationship so i'm always cautious of what i'm doing...

i jsut wish that our parents will chill out...if not, they might push us to the edge one day...that's how i feel...a certain amount of control from our parents to check on us is good...but not too much...though i still thank my parents for leaving us to do our stuff alone in the room...yea...it really just shows that they're really concern for us...but yea...not too much please...

everyone will need their own privacy from time to time,especially when a couple is together...as long as we report back to them every now and then, it should be ok...yup...

oh yea forgot to put in some photos from tuesdy night

baby wrote this with ketchup :D

my name in fries

monday was a really terrible night...didn't expect dan to come down for dinner...and he stayed till quite late too so i wasn't able to cook for baby to eat...ah...crap...then the worst was i got scaled by hot oil too while doing dan's order...thank God it's healing fast..yea..felt so miserable about the whole thing that i decided to not eat dinner at all wif baby..since she's not eating, i'll not eat..yea..

then came yesterday :) which was a hell lot of fun for both of us getting lost in town trying to find heeren..in the end we took mrt from orchard to city hall instead where the HMV is at..lol hehe..baby managed to find her tv series of dark angel season two and bought it..but she still got nagging from her mum abt it...poor baby, -patpat- then we went for dinner at burger king which was the best choice. the radio played you are the music in me!!!wheeeee..haha...but then, my buddy from school decided to call me and ask abt sch which totally sucks...

ended up talking to him for like 20 to 30 minutes while baby was sitting alone at the corner...shit man...strike two...urgh...anyway, we slacked at starbucks after that cos apparently the esplanade seem to have some stuff going on and we can't find some nice place to chill..drank chocolate and chip ice bland which was actually kind of nice..but i was too full so baby finished up the whole venti cup..excluding the whip cream..lol..after that sent her home then i went back home myself...and now, i'm at home blogging cos i over slept for school..haha...gona go down later in the afternoon...lol..

baby this is for you
:D:D:D I LOVE YOU :D:D:D

this i gota post..haha..

its damn funny to see ch's face and reaction today...he was like 0_O""" but with the mouth wide open..haha...totally stunned for like 2 seconds man?lol...then came bh-he was on the phone and talking then after i turned back and said huh,he was like omg not u not u,with the freaking pai seh look on his face and stuff and he was almost squatting down haha...

today's been a super fun day for me...and i can't contain it..whoo hoooooooo!!! i'm freaking high now
!!!wheeee...lol..gona go to bed soon i guess...gona wake for breakie with bro tml...hungry....i'm freaking hungry now...urgh...

waking up to a morning with you in my thought...just loving it :) hope you had a good night's sleep. really enjoyed the time spent together, all the highing of your siblings and stuff..lol...dinner with your family and hanging out with your mom. not to forget the little clown whom bombed his own cage too haha...it's all natural :) had a great day with you and i hope you do too :)

i'm glad things turn out well.. :) and i know you're trying too :) which makes me feel even more appreciated...thank you :) kinda nervous about tomorrow...cos it'll be my first time going over to your place and stuff...so yea...hope that tomorrow will be a fun day :) can't wait for tomorrow..hehe...

today's been a relaxing sunday...spent the morning mapling and relaxing at home. then went for service and stayed to crap with the gang till almost eveyone's gone off...was supposed to be having dinner with the gang but there was only three of us so we deiced to all go back home and rest instead...bought sushi for dinner :) wheee...second time i ate sushi this week..haha...gona be sleeping in a while but i know i wont be able to sleep any time soon...thinking about tomorrow..lol..

it feels good to speak our mind out...at least now i know what you feel about me...and you do too..of how i feel about you...glad to be able to get it off my chest...though now may not be the time,i hope that it will come soon :)

was it a wise move? i still dono...maybe i should let it go naturally...i wonder...i noe what i'm feeling is true and real...but...do u noe?and do u feel the same for me?i wonder...at this point in time...i really need some answer...a reply from you will be good...i'll wait...if there's no reply...then i might be on the wrong track...though it will be saddening for me...i just pray that a reply will come soon...

had a great outing with someone special yesterday :) and i feel so happy about it..it
s really been a long while since i last had such a fun day with someone special and i thank God for giving me this one special chance.. :) thank God for the superbly fine weather too wasn't too hot nor was it too cold. and it was really just fun to walk around the zoo hehe..

though i didn't realized it was children's day yesterday,man there was so much little yellow/green/red/blue goblins running everywhere...lol...i'm just glad the little terrors didn't ruin the day for us :) hope to be able to spend another day with that someone again soon..hopefully, we can go catch chuck and lerry soon..next week?

tomorrow's another off day declared by mr low...so whoohooo...gona rot at home the whole day till evening then go for work...if possible, will try to start on the proposal for my project...but i'm feeling kinda lazy now...lol... :P


hmmm...i wana take away the pain in your mouth now but i cant...so i'll do my best to distract you from thinking too much about it :) hopefully the pain will go away after tonight's sleep...wish there's more i can do for u to ease ur pain..