everything in the past...everything we did together...its all bullshit...all fucked up bullshit...bullshit that u just want to throw into the bin and never look at it again...totally fucked up shits...

we are through...so through u can look into my heart and see the big fucking hole that had been dug out...so big and deep u cant see a shit that's left inside...maybe lots of shits inside..but not my heart anymore...its all gone...and i don't fucking care about anything anymore...not even if u ask me to stop using this word...i'll just shout at ur fucking face to FUCK OFF!

everything that i believe in...every single things that i treasure....its all just pure fuck to someone...since that's the case...then i don give a fuck anymore...i'll just throw everything i used to believe in down the fucking drain and let all the dirty water flush them away...since they're like dirt to someone...let it be then..i don care...

right now i just want to fucking blow up my fucking head and take a look wats inside...see if theres any need to dig out the clogged up shits inside...wash everything down the drain...flush out all the shit thats inside...thats what someone wants anyway...me to fucking move on with my fucking life....so that someone can move on and forget about me...

i do care but fuck it...it doesnt matter anymore...nothing in this world matters to me anymore...shall just let it be...