zzz...in the f up mood again...things seem to be going down hill...zzz...and i really am getting tired...of always having to be the one to put things back together where they belong...bleah...sometimes i just wana drop the subjects and move on...let things past and be done with...

its just total f ups...and i always end up being the one to clean things up...frustrations after frustrations after frustrations...f them...cant things get better?wtf are things going the wrong ways...i just dont get it...screw them...