spent the evening clearing my big fat shythead...of lots of stuffs i guess...well...stuffs that are pretty much related to one another...yea...felt much better now...thought i know that these thoughts will come back soon...guess i'll have to clear my head once again when they come back...

realised that the past few days...i haven been happy...though on sunday i tried to make myself feel better...i didn't really feel better...and yesterday kinda made me realised i really need to clear my head...think back about stuffs and and really think hard...am i making the right choices?i know some wasn't...but being with baby is one of the choice i know i did right.. :)

gona get my facts right now...hopefully i'll last..yea...things have been pretty much tough these days...with school,work,family and the "extended" family to juggle between...lots of activities going on...cant really catch up with them...think i need to slow down so how...to catch a breather...today is one of those breather days for me...to spend the evening after school at home...relaxing...quiet night...peaceful...

think last week i spent too much time out working and spending time with baby till there's not enough space for both of us...thankfully this week we have our own space and time to chill out and for me, to do some reflection...yea...

feel even much better after clearing my head and posting this out here...wheee :) gona go relax some more then go off to bed soon...