how do i put it?felt like suddenly things are making sense to me somehow or rather...whether its really what i think it is or not, have this sudden abundance of feelings towards someone...though i'm still not sure about it...been having this feeling for awhile already i guess, but it never really got the better of me till yesterday...hmmm...

maybe i'm just being despo...or maybe not...i don't know, we'll see how things goes...maybe it's what it's meant to be...who knows...something might come out of it this time...though i'm still somewhat not confirm with that last sentence...oh well...just let things go the way they should ba...better not to do anything thing less i get screwed up again and hurt that someone...