hmmm...was thinking...and all of a sudden...this question came into my mind again:"what if i were to let go...will there be a hand i can hold on to,will there many hands to hold on to or will i free fall all the way down?"

kinda made me wonder how many real friends do i really have?are they all real buddies?or is everyone just putting on a mask?am I putting on a mask too?...till now,i have no answer to any of the questions i just posted...so will i fall all the way down?

shoot for the stars,so that if you fall,you'll land on the moon...now,it's the reverse...shoot for the moon,so that if you fall...at least it's nearer to the ground compared to falling from the stars...and by that,i mean the moon as one true friend and stars as many masked friends...how ever,if the moon is the one true friend,will you ever fall?

no idea...but if i do fall...here comes the next question:"will i be able to get up on my feet and continue with the journey or will the fall cripple me for life?"never thought so deeply in awhile...my brain's thinking different from normal...

and so speaking...could be from the stress from school getting on to me...it's been so long since i last felt stressed up over school...presentations after presentations...quizzes after quizzes...reports after reports...and they all fall in the same weeks,making things worse...and by weeks...i mean last week,this week and the coming week...like wth sia...all cramp together...not to mention the fact that i'll be having like 4 lab tests next week too...

just hope that things will be better after all these are over...no wait...there's still the final examination in one month's time..oh man...then after all these are finally over...i'll only have a short break of 3 weeks before the FYP comes up...sigh...school is getting alot tougher in just a few months...