ffff...i'm feeling almost brain dead...tired...but then my mind's burning the oil like mad...yet i don't really know what my brain's thinking about currently...so many things yet so little things...zzz...wana take another puff...but not sure if i should...sure gona be hook to it if i continue with more puffs...zzz...haiz...

but i need some boost...my poor brain's almost depleted all the energy the body is supplying it and demanding for more...ate my dinner at about 10pm and i'm hungry already...it shows how fast my brain's sucking up all the energy from the dinner...ahh...my head's hurting liao...really gona "buang" soon...still waiting for my hair to dry before i go to sleep...and my sis's in a really bad shape...vomited so many times...guess i'll wait till she goes to bed before i sleep..in case anything happens i can help..

oh well...my family is my life.