no i'm not feeling ok or happy now...there's just no mood for anything...what made it worse was when i left my wallet at home while on my way to work...it's like i took my mp3 player,my head phones,my keys,my hair ties,my hand phone,chris' thumb drive,tissue and my handy bottle...and yet i fcuking forgot about about my wallet...omg man...

so i was walking to the bus stop which was a 10 minutes walk away while blasting my mp3 player...then i kept fiddling with my jeans cause it just didn't feel right somewhere somehow...kept adjusting the point where my jeans touches the shoe...then i was like 1 minute away from the bus stop and i thought through all the things i got...

and fcuk...i realised that i had forgotten about the fcuking wallet!!!first word that came out really...was "fcuk"...the next thing i knew,i was calling alvin to inform him that i would be late...then i chiong all the way back home just to retrieve the fcuking wallet...a serious waste of my time...called home to confirm that the wallet was on the table then i rushed back up to get it...

went back down in 5 minutes after cooling off a little...was perspiring like some dog...then i decided to take a cab down...cause i really didn't want to walk all the way back to the freaking bus stop anymore...burnt my last 7 bucks on the cab fare cause it was peak hour and fcuk man...they charge extra 2 freaking bucks for the freaking peak hour...then since i had no money left on me,had to loan 10 bucks from the tips box to cab home...fcuk sia...lousy day,..

better go withdraw some cash tomorrow...if not i'd be a freaking broke shit who can't do any transaction that involves personal cash...pui...i'm using more of that fcuking word than i used to...i'm really not ok...