monday morning...7:40am...i should be preparing for school now but i'm still using the computer...gona go for the afternoon lesson instead...really don't feel like going to school so early today....super sian...don't know why...starting to think too much again...zzz...

it's really my pattern to keep on thinking and thinking and thinking even after i told myself to stop thinking...bleh...the feeling sucks...and i'm getting more white hair...i think...errr...tired but don't wana go back to bed...gona spend the morning lazing away and maybe get my brains to stop thinking so much...it's getting overloaded....

and i'm starting to lose my concentration...bleh...i wana drink wine now....but ti's freaking 7:47am now...sheesh...and i'm out of cash for anything...better deposit my remaining pay into my account soon before i burn my pay out without knowing what i spent it on...i'm really going broke...

bleh bleh bleh...