bleh...still cant get to bed...my sis is blasting her bloody laptop...again...last night,all i heard was the clicking of her mouse...now i don't even want to be in the room till she decided to go to bed...

and my chest is hurting badly...from over coughing...and who to blame?myself...that's who...and i'm feeling sucky again...totally...i realised i haven't really gave up yet...still having thought about you..sigh....

some times i really wonder...what am i really thinking?again...the same question i always asked myself...bleh...don't wana think of it liao...