a new day ahead :D and i still have insomnia...crap...lol...imagine trying to sleep at 12am,then kept waking up cause the light in the room is still on...the finally at 12:45am,the light went out...and i thought,yes!finally...my beauty sleep...but you know what?spent the rest of the night waking up every 15 to 20 minutes....sucks man...

woke up at about 2:35am...and i was like duuuhh...drank some h2o to hydrate myself then went to the loo.then tried to get back to sleep...which i finally did at about...hmmm...let me guess...almost 4am?then i off my alarm when it rang at 6:15am..haha...so my mom had to go into the room and wake me up.lol..

and that was yesterday night-i mean saturday night.and now i'ts monday morning,and i'm still pretty much awake though i've been up for like 19 hours plus plus?my eyes are somewhat tired but i just cant get to sleep.and they are burning now...trying to stay open though my power meter is like almost depleted...

sigh...gona be working 6 shifts this week man...suck...monday and tuesday night shift...wednesday break...thursday and saturday morning shift then friday and sunday night shift...sheesh...totally sianness...and it's irritating to have colleagues who keep asking to switch shifts here and there...what the hack sia...always choose when they want to work...then gives like any excuses they can get just to push their shift to someone else...

anyway,that's the last time i'll be changing shifts since i'm starting school in like 3 week?so i'm not gona change my shifts anymore...after this coming week,i'm gona make sure they wont get what they want...especially if they try to switch with me again.

oh well..i'm getting pissed just typing this part out...so time to change subject. really thankful for esther and my lil sis who have been of great encouragement to me...and surprisingly,they're the ones who kinda made me realised how much i've drifted away from God...and how simple words of encouragement could have such a great impact on me to make me want to change again.finally,now that i have 2 sisters to be accountable for,i really wish that God will help me to sustain what i've promised Him and to carry on in faith and trust in Him.

so that's it for now...gona update more on my new life soon!