my body is breaking down...indigestion,irregular sleeping timing,constant input of energy from junk food...etc etc...

i'm killing myself slowly...slowly but surely...and the signs are showing...i'm losing sleep at night again...all thanks to over eating in the afternoon causing me to hibernate till evening...and with the excess energy input,i have to release them over the night by staying up late...since staying up late requires more energy to keep the eyes open and to feed the brain.

by doing that,my eye bags are getting worse by the days till i'm almost turning into a panda...no kidding...and my eyes are always feeling tired and burnt out...though i can't get to sleep...and wearing contact lenes feel so uncomfortable...sigh...even right now,my eyes are drooping off but the energy input are trying to sustain my eyes from closing...

and though the energy stored up are almost all used up...i still cant really sleep..feeling the late dinner inside my stomach burning and releasing energy slowly...speaking of which,the stomach is almost 99% asleep...which means the food inside are not really digesting,so i'll be running for the loo the first thing in the morning when i wake up i guess...and boy do they smell bad...eww...

ahh...and i'm feeling so irritated too...things happening at the cafe...seems like liquids 1 is not going to hold much longer...and some problems from cake avenue...the missing monster...seems that no one has been able to contact her for a month...and when her boss tired calling her place,she didn't want to answer the phone...and no one knows what had happened...some how i don't want to bother but is it because of what happened during the christmas party last year?if it is...then i'm partly responsible for whats happening...sigh...

and my heart is acting up again...not as in heart attack but my heart is flying all over the place...back to square one...but not with the same person this time...and i don't know how to go about it...again...bleh...same situation,just got to know the person for not too long,chatted a bit here and there,and my heart acts up again...as if i don't have problems already...really sucky man...crap...