again...when things are settled for now,all my feelings and thoughts are coming back to get me...sigh...staying at home alone at night on valentine's day...what a way to spend it...being all alone. random thoughts just start appearing in my mind again...reminding my of the old days...where everything was so much better than now...

what's becoming of me?i wonder...always thinking and thinking and thinking...all those things i wanted to say,to do...but they never got further than where my heart is...inside my body...i guess i'll never ever do those things till when i'm really sure that's what i really want...i'm just so afraid of how things will turn out...not the way i want it to be...but i guess it's what God wants for me..

on the other hand,exams's ver!!!yay!!haha..now i'm a free man!yahoo...till let's see...hmmm...like somewhere near april?haha...about 7 week of holidays la...lol...wahaha...work!work!work!that's what i'm gona do!earn more money!.cause i've been spending too much...ouch...what ever,how ever much money you have,you''ll spend it sooner than you think.so money is never enough for you.

but hack,i'm planning on going swimming every morning starting next week.so as to build up my bosy for army in a year's time.lol.