Be My Valentine Tonight.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

what a boring new year...nothing to do all day...didn't even get to chat much on msn either...everyone's out or busy...and i'm surprise i'm like the only one who's free...nothing to do...super duper slack...

spent the day thinking about the week that just past by,the christmas week...all the unexpected things that happened,all the crap and shit which hit me real hard...and not to forget the great JB trip and the merry new year watch night service.haha and tomorrow or rather later,gona go vivo for a movie...yay..

although this christmas wasn't really the best christmas for me,it was one of the most eventfull christmas season for me...many htings,both bad and good happened,some i don't want to speak of and some i wana experience again.like the JB trip!

well,looking back,2006 started with a blast,then somewhere down February things changed,and i kind of slack back...it became worse when my buddies went to army,but things soon changed again,when i became closer to the cafe people in june.started spending more time there and before i realised,the cafe became part of my life.

sparks flew for me,but they died down pretty fast cause there really wasn't anything there for me.but then once again,i felt the sparks moving again...that was also the time where i drew cold towards my classmates as they weren't really the best of friends out there,since i realised that some of them will leave you to die alone when things happens.

due to that,i drew even closer to the cafe,so much so that i'm practically there almost every weekday nights after my lessons.and the sparks continued to fly but only on my side i guess...and then christmas came by,and the sparks were forced to die down...almost completely but i managed to save some of them.

even if the sparks can't grow into a flame,at least there's still heat going on i hope.and hey,before i knew it,that's the end of 2006...fast isn't it?another year just flew past and i'm gona be 19 soon...well,in another 8 months..haha..hope that year 2007 will be better and that everything will start afresh for me.

school-moving on to my last year in np in april i think,since i have only 6 more weeks left before i complete my second year and a long holiday i hope.and it seems that though i may have lost some friends,some friendship which i'd rather lose than to keep and some which i'd wish to hold on to,i have gained other friends and even bonded with my buddies even more,so much so that they are like my brothers and some,even sisters.

and i truely hold them precious in my life.now,i'm looking forward to more in 2007,hopefully a good relationship to blossom somewhere down the road.don't think there's much resolutions to make for 2007 but i'm sure things will happen when the time comes,so i'll just continue with my life till the time comes for events to happen.

oh well,looking forward to the movie later so i better get some sleep soon.and hey lil sis,if you ever read these,thanks for all your support and listening ear all these time :D hope that i'll be able to be your listening ears when you need me ya?i'll alwyas be there when you need me:)

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