today,you avoided me...i can tell by the fact that you chose to come in when i was behind in the kitchen...then you left quickly when i came out...as if you were doing it on purpose...just to avoid eye contact with me...and it's really hurting me...first day i saw you since that fateful day...and i'm being treated as if i don't exist in your life...

seriously,what do you want me to do?can you just tell me so that at least i know why you are ignoring me...surely because of that stupid question that ******* shot out that you have to do this to me...though i hate the way he explained his actions,and the way he defended himself,i really don't see why we can't work it out?

even if you were to reject me right in my face,at least i still have an answer from you...not like now,where you just avoid me and ignore me at all cost...not giving me any answer...true,i know that you were not prepared when that question was fired at me...but your reactions and actions really hurt me very deeply...even if it doesn't wok out between the two of us,at least let me have a chance to prove myself...or the least we can still be friends...

but no...you just keep yourself away from me...creating an armoured wall around yourself when i am near you...if that is how you want it to be,then there's nothing that i can do to keep this friendship anymore...nothing at all...since what ever i do will just be washed down the deepest drain...the only thing i can do is to pray that the situation doesn't worsen and that the effect of that question will not scar you for life...

either then that,i really don't know how to save this friendship...so many people told me to take that question as a game and all...but,ultimately,it's you who will decide how and where our paths will be going next,,,weather they will join as one or split to two different paths which will never meet again...it's all yours for the taking...i have choosen my path,now,i'm waitng for you to choose your path...if the two paths doesn't match,then my path will just be one that never has and never will have an ending...

it's 1:45am in the morning...and i'm super hungry and tired...but my mind is full of you...i'm cracking...