i feel so betrayed...even though i knew that question would pop out sooner or later...i thought i was prepared...but appearently,she wasn't...and that was it...

maybe i shouldn't have played truth or dare with the rest...true,it was fun to set the dares and stuffs but i also knew that the ultimate question would be fired at me...just that i didn't realised it would have came from one of my brothers,to think that i shared so much with him...he just screwed my christmas and my friendship up...

just recalling your angry expression really made me sad...i really don't know what to say or to do now...since my feelings for you are known to almost all in L2...i don't know how to face you anymore...especially since you already drew your limit line...the friendship that i tried so hard to keep between us seem to be breaking apart already...

what possible reason does he have that he didn't want to tell me about until another day?that reason which made him fired that freaking question at me...that is tearing me apart from within?is it a good reason?or just some stupid reasoning that he made up?no matter what and no matter how,i'm gona hunt down the reason that made him did this....screw my christmas up...