you know...sometimes,life just doesn't go the way you want it to go.like the more i try to avoid you,the more i bump into you...feels that fate has somehow linked our lives together...for example,on thursday i went in through the back door but yet i still bump into you...then yesterday,when joseph couldn't make it to work cause he fell ill,boss called you to cover his shift..and i'm working at the same shift...

so no choice.i have to face you and help you when there's a need to,though,again...i tried not to talk to you,it felt like a cold war to me though i'm not sure about how you felt then,but you looked sad,as if it's because i didn't wanted to talk to you..maybe it's due to me being ill with flu and the medication that's screwing up my thinking that made me really sian when i saw you.

but,today felt so different,like i'm a new person...and somehow i was able to talk to you like normal though i tried not to be engaged in it too much.and i was able to walk to your shop to talk to you and ask about your sales for the day,just like before...so it's really fate,i believe, which is all in God's plan for my life,how it should twist and turn when need to.

overall,i'm feeling so much better now,compared to the past few days,with so much shit going on like the presentation(another one coming up this week),flu and some other school related stuff...even though ths coming week will be hell week for me too.

work,have to miss the rehearsal for the stage crew just to meet up for the coming presentation,and to meet up with the agent from AIA and some briefing for my third year elective module selection or attachments....cui...