went to school early in the morning today,though i wasn't feeling well...and i'm glad i did,if not,i'd proberbly have went to the doctor and "nua" at home till afternoon lesson at 1pm...and God knows what i'll be doing..at least in school,i'm being distracted and kept somewhat busy so that i don't think of you too much...

even though i know that when my mind is drifting around,you will always appear in my thoughts...try as i might...it's just not possible for me to give up...sigh...