ouch,a fatal car accident just occured near my home.a black subaru car skied off the road and went head-on with a tree...passenger/s were safe i think but sadly,the driver didn't make it.was in a cab home when i past by the accident,saw that the driver side was badly damaged and battered off so much so that the car had changed shape,or rather,the front had chaned shape.

watched the first ambulance drove off with the injured passenger/s but the second drove off empty,which was damn sad...cause it meant that there was no hope for the last victim who died...what a tragidy to have happened...

today,you didn't seem that interested to talk to me...but more of talking to ku...makes me kina sad..and the fact that you waited for ku to leave together really hit me hard in the heart...sigh...makes me wonder if you like ku...if that's the case,then i'm really gona be damn sad...cause ku is one of my close brothers whom i respect...

wanted to ask you to stay back today so that i can send you back in cab but you seemed quite tired so i decided not to...and i know that if you were to stay back,you would help out which will make you even more tired,though tonight there wasn't much customers...however,i think that by now,it should be obvious to you that i like you?just that i'm thinking you choose to avoid it...but i'm really getting jealous when it concerns you...

feel kina pathetic now...that you are there and yet i'm not making full use of my chances...just waiting and waiting...time passes by and hey,you left already...so many times it had occured...but i just can't seem to get the opportunity that i'm waiting for...i need a sign...to confirm that i have the geen light to go ahead and to pour out my feelings to you...yet it doesn't seem to come...so near yet so far,that's the situation i'm in right now...and i think i'm slowly being drawn further away...i must make up for the lost distance...or else,that's it...I.T.E for me-it's the end-

gona go sleep soon...but my mind is full of you right now...i want you in my life,not as a friend,but as someone whom i can love and care for,and a best friend who will be there for me.my wish for christmas will be for you to accept me and to give me a chance to love you.that's all i want.