i had enough...no matter how i tried,the results are the same...you just shunt away from me...i totally drained...no more trying anymore...i'm gona declare myself: I GIVE UP!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

i'm totally turned off already...it's like trying to break a rock into pieces by hitting it against an egg...and i'm the egg...so it's me crushing down right now...there's no point in me using up my efforts on someone who doesn't seem to care...it's just not worth it...i had enough...seriously...