today is a much better day compared to the past 2 days.the past two days had been shity days while today was so much more joy.had the whole day to myself rather than working for the first time in like many weeks,so it was really a nice good break for me.

and the cafe didn't call me at all,to go down or what ever,so i'm really relieved to be able to go through the day without thinking so much about the cafe and her...though i'm still somewhat shaken from her reply...i just it's just life.so let's just brush it aside.

tomorrow is the day where i shall return to school,for yet another semester before another long break.so i will be working less these few coming months,but at least 3 days a week that's for sure,2 nights and one day.so that at least i'll have some stable income to sustain the output of money that flows out so easily from my pockets.

and i still have to cope with the publicity and drama that will be coming up soon,which will land me with alot of things to settle till end of the year.so it's most likely that i will have lesser time for BGR stuffs which will at least give me some break from the emotional stress that is really crumbling my life...hope that i can be a free bird again..

anyway,all that really matters now is my studies,work and to manage my time for the drama and publicity..also not to forget spending time with my family which i have not been doing for the past few weeks due to work and stuffs.yup,so for now,at least i will be able to concentrade on more important things in my life that are pilling up without me noticing for quite some time.like reorganizing my time to fit in for school and stuff.

about 4 more hours till it's officially school semester again,so i'm gona go enjoy my last few hours of holidays left...chao ppl