my time is almost up...and once it's all burnt up...i guess,everything will be over...though i feel kind of sad about it. maybe there's still hope,if i continue trying and trying. don't wana give up half way though i'm already blown off by everything.sigh...when life throws lemon at you,you can make lemonade,but life throws durian at me,which sticks on with a painful bite. and leaves painful scars behind...so what do i make-durian paste?

oh man...i really wish i know what to do...how to deal with all these emotions and stuffs...how to show i care without being too straight forward...or how to ensure that the other party will be happy with me?these few weeks had been stressful and tiring,from work and all these things,publicity,drama...i'm really tired now...the only good news is fliming is finally done.now only the editing is left so at least 1 job is now somewhat done.but more to come.

and there's work tomorrow,so i'll be down at the cafe again...at least i'm off on wednesday,and we're going party world ktv,i think.have to confirm again...