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Saturday, October 28, 2006
i'm still confused by you...your actions and words...yesterday you came in and when i said hello,you came up to me saying you're sick...so i was thinking like,are you ok? then you went to the rest and announced that you are sick...so i didn't know how to react about it,did you tell me that you are sick just to make me concern or was it just a passing comment to everyone?i really don't know. then today when you came over,you just smiled but didn't reply when i greeted you..was it because of that good night message i sent you last night?or was it because of some other reason?and when you said that you wanted to go home,i was kind of down...but you stayed,and helped us out,which kind of made me happy to just see you being around.but then again,when he played with your hair,you didn't even made a sound but jst quietly comb them back...but your reactions were so different from when i patted your head...sigh... i like you...but do you like me?or will you even give me a chance?that's what i've been wanting to know for some time already...but everytime when i send you a message,there doesn't seem to be a reply...so i really don't know what to do already...just wait till the answer comes or forget it...can i at least get some form of answer from you?that's what i really want now... anyway,side track----was late for school today...why?becase i miss 3 freaking buses...man...what's wrong today?left home at 12pm then took the lift down..reached the bus stop to see an empty one,meaning the bus just left...so i waited for the next one to come then board it to the interchange,and again,i missed 852...and there was no waiting bus in the parking lanes...so ok...wait again till 12:30pm before the bus eventually arrived. then the freaking driver was like tail gating another bus such that everytime the other bus stops at a bus stop,the 852 also had to stop thought most of the time no one board it...so i was kind of pissed off by the reckless bus driver...dropped off at the normal stop and was the only one at the bus stop and there goes 154,which just zoomed past right after i got off 852...slap my head man...finally reach school at abput 1:20pm...and the lecturer made me apologize to the class...wtf...did it and lesson continues... SCREW THE FREAKING LESSON! ok back on track.i just hope that tomorrow wll be a better day for me and for you :) so good night and rest well.
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