i'm still awaiting your reply...at least one just to say you're ok?yet there's none...and it's not the first time.almost every message that i sent you,there seem not to be a reply...maybe except those where it's more of general messages...so i'm thinking now...maybe you don't really want to be as close to me like i want to be close to you...sigh...feel like an idiot now...like everything i did was some kind of a joke...a joke that you don't even laugh at...

now,the one thing that i want is just a message reply from you.that's the only thing i wish for right now...just a simple "i'm ok" will do...even though i know that won't happen,that message will never come...but still i will wait...it's just me...