i don't know...KTV doesn't really click with my style...and it's not really to my liking,though i had fun with the rest-listening to them sing and have fun.while most of the songd that i pick,either i can't reach the pitch,or songs they do not know.and most of the songs they choose i do not listen to...so it's kind of spoil in a way...

nothing that spectacular,but jaslyn and valerie's voices are quite zai.powerful yet high pitch,and they can hit sky high so it's kind of pleasant to the ears while listening to them sing.chang da,on the other hand like to play with music notes and he sings with different tone to the songs.and me?i don't really sing much,or rather,somehow i can't sing with a microphone infront of me...can't really recognize my own voice in the speaker...and i realise i need to have some background voices of the singers before i cant catch the key to the song...

so most of the time i'm trying to adjust to the key and not singing...sadly...maybe i'm just not that comfortable to sing infront of others especially with a mic on...sigh...somehow,i wish that things went the dfferent way...haiz...nevermind,its all over and done with...maybe next time...till then...

and i'm still not sure about how i see things...am i really in control of my feelings?or is it controlling my every thoughts...i'm like having 2 split personality feelings and thoughts in my mind...and i'm going crazy i think....ouch..my ear hurts...hmmm....how can one tell if one is smithened by another or have a liking for another...i'm like stuck in-between both now...and there's no way out for me...again...who can show me the way out?

God can...i know He can...yet i've never look to Him through all these times...i always promise i will look to Him but in reality,i never...again...i can't keep my promise...really feel sucky at times about this...always turn back to Him for help.but never thanking Him for providing...guess i'm really a great BUM who takes everything for granted...I REALLY NEED TO CHANGE MY FREAKING ATTITUDE!!!