haiz...i'm feeling so tired...and my eye bags are turning darker by the day...and i'm yawning like every 15 minute if possible...work was like F today..totally turned off by that F'ker seriously...always irritating me till i'm fuming inside...which cause me to be so sian...

so sian that i didn't even want to talk to you...and seeing you looking so bored makes me want to approach you but sigh...i was just so tired and sian that i left you alone...though i'm still not sure how you feel about me.i felt that you wanted someone to talk to you at least..but i don't know if i'm that person you wanted to talk to?you seem so sian when i look at you.

i'm really tired...can't carry on anymore...i'm afraid i have to break my promise to my lil sis...it's jsut a matter of time before it happens...