i'm feeling kina f**ked up about my attitude today...felt that i should'nt have done what i did,suggesting that chris do floor,chang da do bar and mag do kitchen...tho i felt quite shiok at first...come to think of it,i feel so sucky about it now...that i just want the cafe to run my way...and that i was like damn bloody f**king bossy and all...

maybe cause i'm tired...but then...i still feel i shoudn't have been so direct..scolding chang da and ordering him around.crap...i'm really sorry people...haiz...tho they know i mean no harm...i know that i was pretty harsh towards them...zzz....i'm kina disapointed with myself today...with my attitude...i better change....