i dreamt of you last night...though i doubt you know.. and i know that what i dreamt of will never become true...so, i'll just keep it as a precious memory...since the time is almost up,i shall not waste anymore time and silence effort in knowing you better...

just treat everything as a dream which came by suddenly and swept me off my feet for some time before settling down.now that i'm somewhat able to regain my foothold of that thin piece of land below,ii'll watch as the wave drift off till life goes back to normal, as normal can be.

i still feel like crap...and at least my buddys know why. and i thank them for understanding how i feel and not to further disturb me.sigh...i still don't understand your actions...and i think i will never understand...i feel like asking but i don't wana lose a friend...what can i do?how i wonder...