work suck big time...not that the business at the cafe was bad but the fact that i always am the one who gets almost all the shit thrown at...what's up with them man?there i was,minding my own business when someone released my name from their mouth and there-all the bloody shit comes my way...wtf?

had really wanted to just throw the dishes i was drying at them and just walk off...but somehow,something inside stopped me...and without realising,that something just made me gave off a sheepish smile and laugh all the shit off...thinking bad,it was kina amazing how that "something" calmed my nerves down in just a split of a second not just once but twice..wow...

when i reached church,worship was almost over-and the last song really caught my attention,though i cant really remember the song now,it really stucked me and i started praising unknowingly.i was touched by that song and somehow i realised that "something" was the Holy Spirit working in me. controling my bad temper and holding me back from doing something really stupid-which might spoil the relationship of me and the cafe.

i'm still surprised, that after all these times,of doing alot of stupid and totally shitty stuffs,that the Holy Spirit is still with me,slowly but surely...working His way into my heart...though i may have stopped working on it,He is still working in me,my life.really touched by the Love Of God and what Jo.p shared today,really encouraging to have the pop cell in my life even though i only get to see them on the weekends,God is working in everyone's life as i type this right now. really amazing and wonderful.