ok...so all is done...and over...which is actually a great relief for the family....having been at my grandma's funeral wake for the past 4 days from early afternoon till about 12 midnight surely has taken its toll on the whole family,especially my dad who from what i see,took it the hardest...after all,it was his mom who past on....

been helping out at the wake for the past 4 days and spending half my time eating peanuts...lol...when there was nothing to do la,of cos when things were needed to be done, we had to get down to work cos my bro and i are the only guys around who doesnt follow the ritual cos our family is a christian family and they need us to help carry tables and stuff...which ended up with me injuring my left big toe while carry one of the round table tops...

dropped right on my toe and caused a swelling which enlarged my toe to about 1.5 times the normal size....ouch...and i cant bend my toe cos the tendon is injured...ewww...sigh...at least i did my part...the only thing i regret was the fact i couldn't send my grnadma on her last journey...cos i had a major test today which clashes with the timing for the cremation...

den again...the test is a goner and if i had known,i would not have stayed in school for the rest of the lessons...espcially PCN...e bloody module which i thought the revision for the up coming test was some important shit...which in the case...wasnt....so i'm pretty sad about the whole thing...if only i had known...but its all too late now...its all over...the funeral,cremation,last good bye...

sigh...now...just hope my dad will be able to get on with life and move on,hopefully the family will be able to stand together as one after this and help my dad take it easy.