hmmm...life's gona be packed wif school once again...and i'm still in a holidae mood...as usual...i'll proberbly need another one to two weeks to adjust to the changes yet again...and to adjust my sleeping time,playing time to fit in my studies...also...not to forget my work...alamak...it juz came to my reliasation tat there's actually not much people working at the cafe current...and they always have to get me to work...tho i never really liked working on week nights during schooling days...haiz...

yet now...i should be preparing for school tml but somehow i don wana do tat...cos my stuffs are getting kina dusty after i left them at e open area under my study desk...hmmm...for like almost 2 months?eww...and i'm still feeling abit xiang tho its so much better already...looking at e current situation i'm in,and observing her,it seem clear tat i should juz loosen my grip and juz carry on...sigh...wat to do?its all kina my fault...for not showing tat i care...and she seem so happy now wif her life.seem like it's the end for me...

well...life still has to move on...tho i'll still cling on to e tiny hope that's growing smaller as e daes go by.