having my last paper tml...but i didnt study e whole of todae...somehow, juz don feel like studying...so tml have to wake up early to study...if not,i may fail my paper...n i don wan to fail it...

failing means another paper to take at a new time which may not b a good time for me...den even if my retest pass wif flying color also counted as 50 only...so no point going tru another paper to get jus pass...till now,i realised i haven really been serious abt my studies after e first sem...now going tru my last term for e year...think i really should wake up my idea and prepare for e new yr...

and...i should stop myself from doing all e spoil stuffs...like playing dota,maple and serving e net tat often...but i think i'll proberbly juz continue doing them...crap...e only way to stop myself is to delete all those games and to disable my internet...but i doubt i'll do tat...cos its too troublesome...guess i'll need to manage myself b4 i go over board...

already,i'm serving too much internet...muz refrain myself from it...(Lord..u are my strengh and guildience)...hope i'll look to U when i face temptations oh Lord...