Shit...think i over did it already...dono wat e shit is wrong wif me...think its time to put a stop to all this.

till now...i have no idea wat m i feeling...abt her...esp her...cos its like i still like e other her...e one whom i've like for like 3 to 4 yrs?den todae she also never appear...afraid ITE...its the end for me i think...

afraid its a moment of spur tat i like her...now...it seemed tat everything is falling apart...however,when i see e other her...(3 to 4 yr one) somehow i still feel abt her...so rite now...i'm really confused...so confused to e point i've decided to shut off all system tat has to do wif this endless issue...

I'm juz gona ignore all this issues tats been bugging me for so many years...really...had so much more white hair these few years due to thinking too much abt this whole issue...damn...come to think of it...its actually my own fault for letting this issue get e better of me...

now...thinking back...i should have drop this issue long ago...even now...i feel so much better abt it tat i've decided to let everything fall into their rite places...cos i noe God has everything planned for me:) so,i'll juz wait on God and i noe He will have a wonderful plan for me...

therefore...i'll stop all this once and for all...so tat there'll be more space in my heart for God...realised tat i've been letting all this things hinder my growth in Him tat landed me in hot soup too many-a-time tru out these few years...

maybe tats y i wasn'nt a very happy person during my years in secondary school...n to think tat ppl come up to me n sae they notice tat i have mood swings quite frequenty...and tats true...it can juz suddenly happen when someone juz sae a word tat irks me...den i'll be moody for e rest of e dae...

hmmm...lets end this whole issue here shall we?
ya...i better...haha