feeling quite sian todae...tho school was fun...came back earlier den usual...cos i finished my work b4 hand den can leave early...den,surpose to go play-or rather train DOTA wif my classmates...but start feeling sian somehow...so i left without playing...mayb i sould have stayed and play...i dono...

reached home abt 5++...b4 530...den ate dinner and went internet search for songs...talk to my lil sis abit...but i was really feeling sian...cant concentrade in anything at all...doing like 3 to 4 things at once,chatting,playing game,watching vcd and searching for songs...managed to find quite alot of them...quite happy abt it but still feeling sian...guess its juz one of those daes where i'm in no mood for almost anything...

been like this since e burden clinged onto me...but y is this surfacing now?mayb i should reflect on it...hmmm...think i'll do tat b4 i sleep...now i'm feeling sian wif this liao...haiz...bored...nvm...i'll continue...working tml from 11 till 5...boss called me to remind me tat i'm working juz now...cos last week i got someone to cover me den i go watch narnia...so this month i only work for 2 shifts-total 12 hrs...so i'll earn only $60 this month...inaddition to tips,think it'll be abt $70++ cos i haven collect last month's tips...

but still...tats quite little...no choice...cos i'm only free to work on saterday morning shift...den sundae i wana rest...mondae to fridae school...only when holidae come den i can work more like 3 to 4 shifts per week...e first month i work abt 3 to 4 shifts a week den i earn abt $260...quite happy wif e amount i earn...e only thing is,i spent it on my tool box for school...crap...den almost all gone...den 2nd month pay i spent on my zen neeon...december pay spent on christmas gifts...den this month one will be on new clothes i guess...and to lighten my mom's load on gifts for my uncle...will be paying for some of the items...still waiting for my mom to tell me how much...

listening to cyndi wif u rite now...sounds quite nice but also not tat bombastic...mayb cos i'm feeling sian...also got twins' the missing place...quite nice tho...like their songs tho i cant really understand canto..hehe...juz tat they sing very beautifully...still watching vcd...from like abt 8 till now...wa...damn boring and long winded...starting,e first 20 cds were good-lots of action...den now,so much story telling...getting bored...btw,i'm watching 绝代双骄-the jimmy lin and alex su one...

my sis already started reading books while watching cos she also quite bored liao...haha...makes me want to laugh...cos she's still able to get the storyline somehow...guess girls can really multi-task better den guys...oh well...not tat i really care abt it...haha...feel like eating some snacks now...mayb i'll cook some noodles...but better control...too much msg has taken a tow on my hair lining...its thinnig as i grow...oh no...all these years of instant noodles have really harmed my body...better control or i'll be gone soon...

still waiting for my songs to be downloaded and uploaded into my zen neeon...been abt 1 hr plusplus still not done...only 83% now...and tats only the first part...still have part two...e worse news ever...tried part two---its expired due to inactivity...shit man...den wats e point of me waiting for abt almost 2 hr i think...wa piang...sabo sing...

anyway...i'm off for now...better stop cos i'm getting long winded...