felt so much better after an evening nap juz now...fell aleep from abt 640 till abt 930 after my dinner...haha...was watching tv while lying on e couch when i fell alseep...wat a bum...haha

anyway...felt so much peace at my heart now tat i've finally been able to release how i really felt tru out these trying times...so relax now...tho my white hair wont change back to black hair..haha...doubt it'll change back...but,if they do change back...den wow:)i'll feel so much younger...hehe...

totally zonked out juz now...somemore raining e whole dae...makes it a good dae to juz bum in e whole dae n nua till i liquify..haha...as if i can liquify..i'll proberbly be too flamable if tat happens.haha...ok i'm crapping too much...

heres a pic to show u guys:

ok...if ur wondering wat e hell is that?that-is my left thumb...and e black thing there is not nail polish my dear...haha...its my nail wif dried blood underneath it...ouch...hurt my thumb during camp at PGP on e sundae b4 christmas...had my dorm door to slam shut on my thumb at abt 3am in e morning of the last nite...was going to bed liao...den boom...n i was quite awake after all tat...

somehow,i realised i've been having alot of accident during christmas seasons...dono y but in 2004,cant rem e actual dae but it was e dae where my cell croup was having its annual christmas party...den my mom was baking some brownies i think..den after baking,i so yao gui tat i go open e oven(those round round type where e lid is like a wok cover tat type)...den i remembered e steam temperature was like abt 300 degree i think...

den i open one side of e cover...den plisssss-wa...white steam escape n in e process...cooked my right index finger...rite at e part where e skin meets e nail...super sensitive part n it got cooked...ouch...but it healed long ago...so i'll juz show my thumb to u guys...

still healing but e skin has ened its relationship wif e nail...so i can juz rub my flesh n u will b able to see a mini opening to e underneath of e dead nail...hope e new nail will grow out soon...haha...who doesn't rite?:P looking at my left thumb...i remembered another accident i had...cos e scar's still there...

tat was quite a few yrs back...but also during christmas season one...went to my mom's cell christmas party...in fact,my whole family went...den came e yumyum part-dinner!!so i was scoping curry onto my plate...den it happeded...my plate tilted n bent at e point where i was holding it wif my left hand...den when i poured e curry onto e plate...e freaking chili oil dripped onto my left index finger,third finger n fourth finger...damn...e oil was like boiling hot man...den imediately,blisters appeared on my three finger...

seemed tat christmas season is a dangerous season for me man...but it sound so wrong...haha...could be me...i dono...but anyway...juz noe tat tru all e injuries,none of them have any negetive effects on my using of my hand...maybe only e toilet handle one tats e worse...cos it cut my tendon abit i think...but its almost all healed...so no big deal..haha...

wow...seemed i've crap alot abt me getting hurt during christmas seasons...haha...anyway,new year new hope...tat i don get any more injuries during this coming christmas at e end of the year...i hope...haha...

think i'll stop here la...crap so much my fingers hurt liao...cos i type wif only two fingers one...my left index finger n my right third finger...so i'll stop here...bye ppl...happi going to school..haha