Wa dead...think i push too much...tried my friend's advice by poping Hi's n hello! to Her...but Her reactions were not quite wat i expected...its always like sorry i'm busy now...or talking personal things to my friend...n stuff.

feel irritated wif myself too...think i'm approaching Her in e wrong way...which may have caused Her to react this way...haiz...i'm such a failure...better buck up b4 She's gone wif e wind...

sian ah...everytime i try to talk to Her...i juz feel like a total wreak...sinking to e bottom of e deep blue sea...need some major help here...SOS...SOS...dying soon...tho i still talk to her when i see her...i juz feel so usless...haiz...i'm going nuts...