Be My Valentine Tonight.


Sunday, November 27, 2005

Hmm...should i ask her out for a movie?not really sure abt it...

wat if she rejects my offer?i'll feel so terrible...but i've been thinking of asking her out for a movie,harry potter if possible-after her As n now its over but den i lack e courage to ask her...
haiz...guess i'm juz not tryin hard enough...but i still wonder wat she feels abt me...haven been talking to her for awhile now...cos i'm always mia...sian...

wat should i do?ask her out?or should i not?hmmm...urg...i DONO wat to do.........die...really helpless now...stuck btween 2 cliffs wif no support...falling deep down...unless i do something abt it...but i lack courage as i said...i'm so useless...haiz...even when i saw her todae...i cant even look at her in e eyes n say hi or good morning...how will i even have e courage to ask her out?

n i don wana hurt our friendship...if i ask her out,she'll noe i like her...guess wat i'm really afraid is tat she'll avoid me if tat happens,n everything single tiny ray of hope will b shut off...i better deal wif tis issue soon enough or i might juz lose it...

mayb tats y i've so much white hair...i worry too much abt all tis issues here n there...but den,i cant not not think abt tis issue rite now...i need help...tats reality...

10:04 PM